Xingxing's.

2012

2012-01-03T09:25:00.001-08:00

Don't have the mood to blog about my trips & outings anymore honestly.

Just read some of my old posts & i can see how much I've changed.

I feel so different, as to the person i was few years back.

Everything.. feels so different.

I have to admit now, growing up is pretty scary.

Yes it's a great journey of discovering so many new and amazing things but i have to admit i'm pretty afraid when i think about it.

It's 2012, how did I even get here?

How did time just passed me by so quickly that I can't even take a step back & analyse everything?

Time wouldn't wait, everything just passes by AS you are analysing.

Growing up so fast, can't even stop & take a breath.

1.31AM

Potato? Walnut?

2011-12-01T09:31:00.000-08:00

I WANT THIS WALNUT FROM PLANTS VS. ZOMBIES!!

At first i thought it was a potato, ahem.

That's why i want it, cos it's so potato-like.

POTATOES! (L)

OK bye.

Jonghyun from SHINee, my newest obsession.

2011-11-01T09:50:00.000-07:00

You know the kpop group SHINee?

So yea, i'm so obsessed with the one in the black top, Kim Jonghyun.

There's something about his looks that attracts me.

He has this very cool kinda look but i found quite a number of pictures of him looking oh-so-adorable!

THIS!! Omg so fcking cute.

& THIS too! Omg!!!! *dies*.

Though i found out he's the shortest in SHINee, only 173cm :/.

I'm gonna put truckloads of his pictures into my phone ! :D

He's also in this group called SM The Ballad with Jay from TRAX, Kyuhyun from Super Junior & Jino.

Personally love this song.

First time i listened i repeated it for around 8 times in a row, seriously.

Not everybody's favourite kind of song, but i like it :).

Just an update.

2011-10-19T00:59:00.000-07:00

Err hi.

My new plain tank with floral pocket :).

During August or September, can't remember, but it's pretty long ago -

In baybee's car.

Went to Damansara near DesaPark City to eat -

Charcoal roasted chicken, it was gooood :).

My favourite - taugeh.

Speaking of which there's this Ipoh chicken rice shop at SS15 that serves AWESOME taugeh. #craving

Random picture of Tutti Frutti with Laura & Soo Li the other time(which is also a long time ago).

3 fruits of our choices. Mine - strawberry. Laura - kiwi. Soo Li - peach.

Recent (today, 19Oct) -

Sushi King card Bonanza!

Babi betul i feel like i kena con. But actually it's my fault for not reading the t&c properly.
The striped plate (purple & pink as seen in the picture) is normal price.
& the fucking purple one costs RM6, fuck. The pink one RM4.
After that i damn emo d.
Means i wasted RM10 on those 2 stupid plates.
I was happily eating the baby octopus from the purple plate summore.
GRRR. Next time must see properly.

Random pic of how i peel the orange using the orange peeler :D.

4.16PM

Furry yellow chick in my palms.

2011-09-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

Muzium Negara.

At the National Museum of our country.

Typewriters. One day i wanna lay my hands on one to feel how it's like using it.

One of the many extremely boring exhibits.

Don't bother with the more pictures in the museum I've taken cos honestly, it's just too boring.
Advice : Don't go to the museum.
Though i loved it when i went when i was young when they had this Ghost Exhibition at the museum, it was pretty awesome la.
Was freaking packed too that time.
But that was like erm more than 8 years alrdy?
Now honestly there's nothing to see there.
The only plus point is they have air-cond.. I suppose.

Bird Park @Kuala Lumpur,
the world's largest free-flight walk-in aviary.

Basically it means you can walk around WITH the birds, they're not in cages.
Well of course there are some birds in cages cos you don't expect to leave an owl flying freely unless you want it to escape.

Best experience there : Holding a chick!

Amazing feeling :D.
Chicks are super adorable la. They're so furry!
As you can see on my left in the pictures are where they put all the chicks for public to carry and touch them.
But hmm, they not afraid ppl might steal the chicks?
I mean they can like erm put it in a container with holes and put it in their bag and no one will know, right?
Cos no one was there supervising the people playing with the chicks.

Me & Le peacock :D.

See! The peacock is walking WITH me, if you get it.
Not in cages :D.
But once you approach it, it will run away.
So there's no chance for you to touch it unless you have bird food with you which you can purchase at their small insert-coin-get-bird-food machine.

Photo-taking area where they help you snap pictures with the bird on your arm, shoulder etc.

There are more birds there, like owls and eagles.

One of the owl at the photo area. Known as Barred Eagle Owl.

Really like this owl, the features are really beautiful.
Well at least to me.

Another bird which walk amongst us visitors :D.

Flamingos.

Interesting fact: World's most dangerous bird. It's called Cassowary.

I think what's dangerous is its legs.
It has large strong legs that is used to attack when it is disturbed.

Also saw this really beautiful duck, wood duck.

I was searching for awhile and didn't know what was this duck called but my sister managed to find it, lol i lose to 10 yr o'.

Dyed hair for 2nd time.

This time the colour is medium auburn.
Which is suppose to turn out like this ..

Yeah, suppose to turn out like Ashlee Simpson's, but meh.

I guess i have pretty stubborn hair.

Under the sunlight. A picture to convince myself that my hair colour has changes, lol.

But in indoors, it's black, you can't see any brown there, how sad.
One day i shall just dye it back to black.

Lantern festival.

What i was doing after taking this picture was actually burning dried leaves, lol.
Entertained me a little while, haha.

9.57PM

Matthew Lewis.

2011-08-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

Any clue who this hottie might be?

Well you'd never guess in a million years who it is when you find out (unless you already know of course).

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YES, it's Neville Longbottom that we all know from the Harry Potter series.

Or his real name, Matthew Lewis.

I, for one am honestly utterly shocked by his transformation, i mean cmon he's such a hottie right now!

Who would've even imagined that he'll turn out like THIS ?

Everyone thought he will always remain the goofy looking kid as he grows up and remains looking goofy as an adult.
But hell no.
I'm just so surprised when i saw it from a website.

You gotta love memes.

Been having Harry Potter marathon for the past few days.
12.24AM

Beginning of July's.

2011-07-15T01:23:00.000-07:00

This post was actually suppose to be posted up around 2 weeks ago i think?
But i was too lazy, i uploaded the pics and just save as draft and left it there until now.
Anyways..

1st of July.

Me :).

Btw that is my current favourite shirt up there.
Idk why but i just love it.
When i first bought it, i wore it for almost a week, washing it everyday incase you think i didn't wash, lol.
It's just so casual, un-body hugging and just comfy lah :).

Whenever i'm at Summit i always smell this heavenly herbal soup smell when passing by a restaurant.
Always say wanna try w/ my friends but never did before.
At last..

We dined in at Johnny's Steamboat @ Summit :).

May look like it's a lot but actually not much.

& he put the egg up there, making me panic afraid it will fall :(.

Unstacked the food.

Vege, eggs, prawns, fishball, mihun, enoki mushrooms, tofu, squid, chicken meat and this thing called fish glue.
I think the fish glue is actually fish paste.

Him breaking up (Tearing apart? Seperating?) the mushrooms.

We ordered tom yam for the soup and they actually charge extra RM10 just for the damn tomyam.
We might as well bring our own tomyam cube right? (cheapskate mode on)

Overall i can say it's not worth it to eat there.
Might as well eat at Yuen steamboat buffet, so much more worth it.
Eating at Johnny's won't fill your tummy up one.
But it was my first time so it was for the experience la.

8th July.

Went Sushi Zanmai @ Pyramid but didn't take any other pictures besides the one of my outfit.

Leopard print top w/ black leggings ;).

Really love this print, immediately caught my eye the moment i saw it.
The only fear i have everytime i wear this is if someone has the same top as i do cos it's from FOS.
Since it's pretty striking, it'll be obvious then very paiseh :O.

Randoms:

Was w/ Mun Teng, Ai Lin & Pok!

Who went back to Aussie quite a while ago alrdy :(.
Will be seeing him the next time he's back for sure! :)

Bought new file & bottle from Daiso.

Gosh i love Daiso.

How can you resist when you're in a place filled with all sorts of useful junk created by the genius mind of the Japanese? (hmm since it's useful it's not called junk anymore, right?)

I think if you let me in there often my wallet will have a hole.

Recently bought this, the one in blue :).

If you're wondering what is that, it's a japanese fringe holder.

Demo.

Japanese are really geniuses la.
They have all sorts of things like that in Daiso how can i resist?

Currently having Boys Over Flowers Marathon :P.

Ah my hottie.

10.56PM

Bagan Lalang.

2011-06-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

Yea i know it's been long but i myself don't realise it that i didn't update my blog for quite some time.
I remember those days in Sec School where i would update minimum every week.
Now i'm beginning to wonder what the heck i update about last time..
Nevermind bout that.

Picture of me on top is me in Bagan Lalang.
Incase you don't know where that is, it's in Sepang.
Basically it's the nearest beach if you're a Selangor resident.

Bald spot, i know. That's cause i changed my parting to the other side due to super strong wind that causes my fringe to cover up my whole face.
It's supper annoying i tell you, sometimes i really hate having fringe.
Cos it's irritating, especially when writing or reading something.
It'll just come down to your face, covering your eyes, tickling your nose etc.

Otw to Bagan Lalang, just thought i should take a shot of nature with my 2mpx camera phone -.-.

From Google images.
Basically that's how it looks like.
It's not a super nice beach like you see in TVs or the one you picture in your head.
It's just a beach where you can go to if you're too lazy to travel further like say PD or Pangkor etc.

Oh there's this hotel called Sepang Gold Coast Resort at Bagan Lalang.
It's supposedly some luxurious hotel.
The last time i went to Bagan Lalang before this recent trip was like 2 years ago and my family & I actually laughed when we saw "Gold Coast Under Renovation".
Cos Gold Coast is at Australia right so we were laughing at their attempt to build a GC resort.

& the resort was finished building when we got there a few weeks ago.

Here's how it looks like, it's actually quite pretty.
It looks pretty luxurious and high class.

Night time.

Basically this is how the Gold Coast resort looks like from upper view.
Coconut tree idea, pretty neat.

Like this.
Couldn't find a realistic picture of it so have to put up with that fantasy-like one.
But yeah that's how it looks like from top view, it's actually a pretty good idea.

On the other hand..

I screamed like crazy when walking on top of this.
These are actually small sand balls (idk if there's a proper name for it but i'm calling it sand balls) made by small crabs.
Basically crabs are living in those holes.
You see, i screamed because i'm afraid of stepping on crabs or them crawling on my feet despite them being really small.

& ooh my dad, sis & I caught this. It's a horse shoe crab :D.

This is it's bottom, i know it's kinda disgusting sorry i just had to show, lol.

The one we caught is like the size of half your face, basically it's quite big.
Scary part is it's tail, it has tiny sharp thorn-like things.

& those pics are from Google becos the picture i took really fail one.

This is my fail picture of the crab we caught.

I was kinda scared to touch it lar so just simply take. & i don't have photography skills also, so.. understood la :D.
Caught a baby jellyfish & a prawn too.
Overall it was a good trip la, but dead tired after that & lucky for sunblock if not i'll be black when i come home.
& ohh Bagan Lalang has lots of lala for you to find.
But you have to wait for the tide & right time.

Ate crabs the other day and i must say i like salted egg crab the most :D.

10.11PM

Define phishing. No not fishing, phishing.

2011-05-30T00:25:00.000-07:00

HEY :D.

Just here to blog bout random stuffs.

Just had my first paper for my Sem 1 finals today which was Basic Computing.

You know what irritates me?

Sometimes when i'm reading the question during my exam, a song will pop-up in my head.

Then my mind will enjoy the song and have less focus on the question i'm reading so i have to read like at least 3 more times.

& the thing is, i can't control this, it pops up randomly -.-.

Basic Computing paper today was okay EXCEPT..

Yea they asked to define phishing and list 2 types of phishing.

My mind went like..

"wtf is phishing? Shit i should've read the definition yesterday at least get 2 marks for definition.. shit! shit!"

So i went on for a while thinking and digging any memories of the definition of phishing in my head but i can't remember a thing about it -.-.

Anyway phishing is basically someone who sends emails that look valid just to steal personal or financial data from others.

AHH the lecturer mentioned this before, i remember but why didn't i remember during exam :'(.

6 marks flyyyyyy.

OK enough about the phishing thing dunno why i talking so much about it either.

Having maths paper tomorrow.

Thankfully it's at 11AM don't have to wake up so early like today, 8AM -.-.

Actually after i woke up today i plan to come home and sleep again (pig, i know) but i didn't, lol.

It's actually 3.40 something now and i haven't took a nap since i got back but feeling a little tired :/.

Anyway, i actually like maths.

You can practice maths anytime even when you don't have the mood to study.

Other subjects that requires reading really needs study mood only can absorb.

But maths no, anytime also can.

Totally unrelated : Cute thumb drives !!

I wish i own one then everytime can plug in a pizza to the comp or something :P.

Just a short random post :).

3.47PM

Of first times & food, mostly food.

2011-05-08T04:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO :P.

I know, i know it's been like a month alrdy.

I think the way i update these days is like once a month? O.O

It's not on purpose, it just somehow is like that.

& i think my face quite round in the picture above, haha.

Face getting fatter, probably.

Oh i've tried something for the very FIRST time :D.

They say there's always a first time for everything, right?

Well.. it was my first time trying McD's FAMILY BREAKFAST BOX.

EXCEPT.. it wasn't with MY family.

It was with him.

ANDDD..

this dude here.

Somehow when i'm around them i become weird just like them.

IDK if it's a good thing or not, LOL.

They're weird but i honestly enjoy being around them, hahaha.

Bubble tea moments :P.

On the other hand..

Chili's on 12/4.

Mac&Cheese! Last ate this around 6 years ago, miss those times.

It was quite embarrassing to order this Mac&Cheese because it's on the KID's Menu :(.

"Ehhh help me ask got mac&cheese or not i wanttttt!"-me

"Okay okay"-bie

"Do you have mac&cheese here?"-bie

"Yes but it's on the KID's Menu"-Chili's waiter (at this point i was embarassed :()

But i'm happy i got it anyway :D.

Though it doesn't taste that good to be honest. I want it to be more.. cheesier.

Chili!

Go Chili's order their chili la :).

It's GOOD wei bie & I ate damn fast, haha.

My burger which i forgot was called what.

It was like a month ago so i can't really remember things like names of food :/.

As everyone knows Chili's burgers are like huge ass.

The patty is like freaking thick it's impossible to eat by biting it.

You have to like cut using your fork and knife.

BTW, too much fries makes me sick :(.

@Puchong - Kikyo

Part of our order.

It has like 69 choices but eventhough 69 sounds a lot it's actually quite few.

Didn't have much to choose from and honestly the food there was pretty disappointing.

Many japanese restaurants are much better :/.

The Fast & Furious 5 + Rakuzen

Fast & Furious 5 was good!

I didn't like it how they called it Fast 5 actually, idk why.

Don't wanna spoil it for any of you who haven't watched, so i won't say anything about it.

Taken by bie :).

Face definitely getting fatter :(.

Tried Sakae!

First time both of us trying sakae.

He liked it but me, not so much but it was okay.

Erm.. didn't take pictures of our food, was busy eating and talking.

I truly believe that if you're really enjoying yourself, you wouldn't have time or the thought of taking pictures won't even cross your mind. Well it's just my opinion.

The coffee at Rakuzen damn cool!

We both were like so amused by it and kept staring at the guy pouring the coffee LOL.

IDK how to describe it so just go there and check it out yourself :).

Moi green tea ice cream with red bean.

Quite like the taste of greentea ice cream.

I think i'll have more of it the coming days :).

Floral top from Nichii.

I decided it's too mafan to capture a picture of the entire outfit so i just capture a picture of the design of the top.

Personally love the floral design a lot.

On the same day, also went to an orphanage, Rumah Hope @ PJ with 7 of my friends.

Don't have pictures of that but i do have a picture of something else after our visit..

Barbq Plaza!

We ordered the pork set as insisted by Chui Chee :P.

It was an enjoyable lunch but i wasn't really full while the others were bloated alrdy i think, haha.

Gotta do my English Assignment which is due TOMORROW.

Buhbye :).

8.32PM

Dandelions.

2011-04-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hi :D.

Suddenly have the mood to blog, so here i am.

This is not another post about outings anymore, i'm sick of that alrdy, haha.

Here's a picture of me with a really dumb looking expression.

Just to update you on how i look like now.

(As if got any changes, LOL)

My hair is 80% of my life so far, straight.

I only had curls like for 6 months when i was Form 4 which was when i was sixteen.

Neh.

The right side of the curls damn cacat, i know.

I really hated my curls i tell you, because it was so wild, so hard to maintain for a lazy person like me.

But know what? I'm considering curls again, in the near future :).

I'm sick of my straight hair, especially now.

It's TOO straight, it's not nice :(.

& i'm not sure to dye black or not or dye other colour.

Was thinking of dying it to this colour, but hmm.

Moving on from hair..

Macarons!

I think they're quite a big hit in Malaysia recently as we didn't have them here before.

In the U.S. don't have to mention.

I'm really curious to how it tastes like and it's texture.

According to a few sources it's very rich.

I'm yet to try! Michelle says there's one shop in Empire that has it :D.

On my must-try list ! :)

Hmm i'll find out when i try one.

OK basically this post i'm just talking about random things lar, nothing much actually.

Just, light blogging? Don't know what to call it, heh.

There's something i used to blow a lot when i was young at my house's mini garden..

Blow sounds wrong.

Reminds me of Ke$ha's Blow song, ok i'm going off topic.

I'm talking about..

Dandelions lar! :)

Don't deny it, it's really fun blowing them and watching their seeds fly with the wind.

It's just SO tempting to blow them that you can't resist it but blow them.

This is one really nice creation :).

I honestly haven't seen dandelions for a looooong time alrdy, like maybe in years?

Since we're at the topic of talking about random things, lets talk about my favourite thing, FOOD!

Speaking of food.. i'm hungry.

Sorry damn random but i think i'm gonna stop here, lazy alrdy, haha.

Like this song :

It's kinda weird and dark but i like it.

12.47PM

Karaoke, Freshie Night.

2011-04-02T08:28:00.000-07:00

I know i've been absent for pretty long already.

Well they say absence makes the heart grow fonder don't they?

OK i stop talking crap.

Just brief update about what has happened and some other random things :).

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Laura's 18th Birthday - @thekaraokeplacewhichiforgotthedamnname.

(20th March)

Feels so weird typing "18th".

Sometimes i feel weird that i'm 18 this year yet i don't feel 18.

BTW the karaoke place is near Shogun in Pyramid.

Lesbo and eyeliner woman.

& yea, me in brown contacts which is not really obvious.

Enlarge the photo to see it if you want.

Me + contact lens = :(

I just can't get used to it, my vision is always blurry no matter how many days i've worn it.

Maybe it's the brand, or colour contacts mmg like that, idk.

I just know i'm not made for contacts.

Karaoke with them babes.

Every single time i go karaoke, fuiyoh. Reluctant to let go of mic but of course i do as others want to sing too.

My twin of the day.

Our dressing was totally unplanned, heh.

BTW, LOVE my acid-wash jeans yo!

My new baby!

Bought it like on the same day as Laura's birthday celebration.

Which was 20th of March, if i'm not wrong.

I've been wanting this red Converse since 2 years ago, i think i even mentioned in 1 of my post last time.

LOVE IT :D.

Overall the day was good and the food in that karaoke place is damn good.

I ordered this curry vege thing with rice.

It's ONLY vege no meat but omg damn satisfying.

If you know me, i love meat but the vege was just really really good.

They've got great chefs :D.

Moving on..

ICSJ FRESHIE NIGHT 2011

(30th March)

This woman here enrolled in INTI :D.

Same course as me summore, only different intake.

So now i can see her more often alrdy :).

BTW the theme was Hawaiian or something so that explains the flower in my hair :).

Really fail-proof plan as i don't have any floral dress/top for the theme.

See my eyes-closed face there behind Yung Sheen, the girl in black top.

We were actually lining up for limbo, which was pretty fun.

Got us laughing a lot.

The games was the highlight of the night as it was just 2 games but was pretty fun lar.

Not forgetting the awesome BBQ-ed chicken wing which tasted GOOD.

In the toilet, haha.

RANDOM :

@Tony Roma's.

Was having dinner with baybee that time & OMG Tony Roma's prawns are DAMN EFFING GOOD.

BEST prawns ever, i'm serious!

I know my post damn boring d lar i think i even bore myself.

Blogging spirit gone already temporarily.

& April Fools day just slipped by me without me noticing.

I noticed on 31st it's April Fools the next day but on the day itself it totally didn't cross my mind.

Oh well :/.

11.57PM

I felt it, Perfect.

2011-03-05T09:37:00.000-08:00

Somehow I suddenly feel like updating so here I am, at 1.48AM updating my blog :D.

Random Pyramid trip on last week Friday (which was in February).

With my one and only Lesbo. *wiggles eyebrow*

I know you know we have some special thing going on between us, LOL.

Ate street cafe, since we love korean food and it saves our money.

:D.

KIMCHI!

& i remember Vanessa was staring at the nice old lady behind eating =.=.

I honestly think both of us look don't look good here but decided to put it because of that :D.

Was a very random last minute outing & the purpose was for me to shop for my desired things but ended up came home with nothing.

Shopping plans ALWAYS fail.

Acid-wash jeans why i no fate with you :(.

Moving on to next outing.

Pyramid with college friends during our 6-hour break.

Manhattan fish market's fish 'n chips :D.

Was Jasmin's suggestion to go there, i haven't had it for a long time d so it was good :D.

With Shereen :D.

In cinema, we watched Black Swan, all 7 of us.

The movie was well..

I honestly can't put it into words.

But it was intense.

Though i hate those gross parts where i just cover my eyes with my hands which was what Krystal did too, haha.

Shereen, me, Chui Chee & Andrea :D.

Guys camera shy, so no pictures of them, haha.

Life's surprising me even more lately.

1.59AM

Back to December, exactly back then.

2011-02-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side and

Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came,

The dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and

I go back to December all the time.

The song that says everything.

11.36PM

Dim Sum & KL.

2011-02-16T02:39:00.000-08:00

First and foremostly, how can i be so freaking stupid ?

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Tuesday, February 15.

(Basically yesterday, just making it formal a bit)

Saw these people which i've missed SO much !

Ate Dim Sum with Siew Man, Ai Lin & Vanessa @ USJ20 first before heading to Jenn's hse which is where all of us are in the picture above.

We also had a surprise for my lesbo (: .

Early birthday surprise (: .

Hope she's really surprise and not fake fake or act one ah (*cough* Vanessa :P), haha.

Before this nice shot that babi Ai Lin actually zoomed in and took an ugly shot of my face =.=.

Belum rape her yet, you wait lah Ai Lin :P.

After Jenn's hse, Vanessa & I had this most super last minute spontaneous plan to KL.

Earlier i mentioned Pyramid but suddenly she said KL and both of us just agreed :D.

So, off to KL we went using bus + ktm.

Our 3rd personal date together *wiggles eyebrow*.

We went to Sungei Wang first and looked at several shops then the typical me got hungry.

My lunch at some random Taiwanese shop.

It wasn't nice, incase you're wondering, LOL.

But at that point i didn't really care cos i was hungry.

After exploring the entire Sungei Wang, we headed to Pavilion.

Was raining but we took our chances anyway.

Went to Pavi specially for this.

Yeah, Shimino, japanese crepe.

I don't see the whole craze for it.

It's totally normal nothing special at all.

& summore i find it really not worth it cos they put very few slices of strawberries only.

If they charge so much, put more a bit can ?

It's like around RM8.90 if i'm not mistaken.

I'm never gonna eat it anymore, lol.

This is just my opinion, everyone has different tastes.

So go ahead and try it if you haven't (:

I so fail at full-body posing, haha.

Vanessa & I wanted to stand together and take a picture with that heart but too paiseh to ask, lol.

Us with our crepes.

Mine, strawberry and cream. Hers, green tea with redbean (: .

Then Vanessa met her love at Uniqlo, unexpectedly.

But the specs really did suit her, it's like made for her ?

Me and her really believe that it's hard finding the right shades for ourselves.

Pavilion's fat bunny which i find to be quite disturbing somehow.

LOL.

Okay i feel so deceived and being lied to, seriously.

Next time, i shouldn't open up to people and believe things they say anymore.

One moment they tell you this, then the next you see them saying something else.

I need to be occupied.

7.14PM

College.

2011-02-11T09:05:00.001-08:00

Okay i'm aware my blog is super dead since SPM ended or something.

I always update a few posts once a while only.

So i feel kinda guilty and have the mood right now so i shall do it.

I'm finally going to talk about college, lol.

Ah Xaron (: .

Okay .. i won't say anything about how i met you or describe you here.

Too much for words (: .

First friend i made in INTI, Krystal Martin.

I know her name is super nice, everyone likes it, lol.

It's really easy talking to her, no awkwardness or anything.

Phyllis & Shereen (: .

The boys.

All A-Levels students :/.

I'm the only Foundation student here.

Chui Chee ! The cute and mini one :D.

At first i thought it was hard to talk to her but as i got to know her it was easy (: .

...

College was.. super fun and exciting for me.

Cos it's a brand new environment, brand new ppl.

I even rather stay in college longer than to go home nowadays, cos i really have nothing to do at home :/.

...

I wonder if anyone uses blogspot anymore? Since tumblr is so popular now.

One picture speaks a thousand words in tumblr, save the trouble of typing eh?

But i'm too lazy to handle another thing like tumblr.

Better kau tim my own blog first then go play around with tumblr.

...

Complications happened this year, in January itself.

Complications i created by myself.

I somehow like messing a mess that's alrdy messy enough, if you get it.

It's like i know i'm getting into deep shit, yet i still dive into it, without hesitating.

But i don't regret diving into it.

It's just like "shit, why did i do that?"

Okay i know shit is not a decent example, but yeah.

Okay nvm only i get what i'm talking about, so yeah :/.

BTW, MISS ALL THESE PEOPLE DOWN HERE!

Jenn babe! Got really close to her recently (: .

My two boys ! Didn't see for who knows how long d.

All my babes (': .

Kawan baik ! We hadn't talked much lately :/.

All dyed hair, wasn't planned, lol. I don't look good here but wtv (: .

Everytime when i think i've made up my mind, i think i'm so 100% solid sure,

I go back to square one.

Great, just great.

Someone didn't want to play this song for me :(.

Was truly a memorable night,

1.27AM

Porkie burger.

2011-01-24T03:30:00.000-08:00

Okay yes i'm such a lazy blogger.

No actually i'm a lazy PERSON.

Just a short update.

People i went out with yesterday to Pyramid :D.

Tried for the 1st time ..

PORK BURGER !

My miserable original flavour pork burger with no sauce at all.

But i tell you it was yummeh la can really taste the pork :D.

But a bit expensive for such a small sized burger.

BTW i ate 2 burgers i wished i could have 4 maybe? Haha.

I straightened my hair!

I actually don't really like it but oh well.

And yeah i'm in college already i'm just too lazy to talk about it.

But i'm having fun.

7.38PM

I've.. had a taste of perfection.

2011-01-18T00:27:00.000-08:00

& it's hard to forget.

Short one.

2010-12-27T03:22:00.000-08:00

So what's new?

Went to Genting & ever since haven't updated cos i'm far too lazy.

Here's a picture at genting.

MIGHT update bout genting if i'm not lazy in the future.

Meanwhile, entertain yrself with this :

Decided to share this cos i find it funny, haha.

8.44PM

Of grey contacts & pink nails.

2010-12-18T10:03:00.001-08:00

Had been damn busy since EST day which was on Wednesday.

From Wednesday i was out from morning to night till today - Saturday.

& tmr i'm going to Genting :D :D :D.

Freaking excited and i should be asleep it's already 2AM plus.

Me in my grey contacts.

Which unfortunately, recently tore.

& i actually just got them like last Friday & it tore on the week after that on Thursday.

Monthly lens which lasted not even a whole week, omg Xingxing..

It actually tore while it was IN my eye.

I have no idea how that happened, seriously.

Worst part is i only found half the contact lens & other half can't be found D: .

BTW only one of the pair of lens tore, not both.

My new nail colour which i absolutely love !

Can't stop staring at them it's by far the colour i love most among all the other nail polishes i've ever bought.

The colour is not as it seems in the picture actually, it has this gold-orange shimmer to it when the light falls on them.

& yes those are my fingers AND my nails.

& i applied them myself, can never bring myself to spend money on manicure cos honestly i don't think it's worth it but i have nothing against it or ppl who goes for them.

Genting!

2.25AM

SPM's over!

2010-12-10T08:48:00.001-08:00

Okaay i'm finally here.

Gosh hadn't blogged for 1 month and it actually feels normal.

SPM was.. okay overall.

My physics has gone down the drain, that's all.

I didn't know what the hell i was writing, it was all tembak tembak tembak.

Other subjects we're alright, some easier than the rest.

Oh about Adam Lambert's concert, i'm not gonna update about it, i'm too lazy & i've lost interest in him, LOL.

Prom Night

I'm actually really lazy to talk about it cos i know how many ppl have commented on this topic.

It wasn't really that good honestly.

It was only good bcos we made ourselves think so cos it's our last "thing" together in school.

Nicholas was a sweet date though, with the rose :D.

Study outings (which NEVER work)

This was in KFC, haha.

Instead of studying Laura, Soo Li, Ye Xiang, Parvin & I ended up playing tap tap revenge.

& balloons, wtf.

This was only one of the few study outings.

NONE of them worked, screw studying outside.

Right after Biology Paper

Test papers since F4 + lotsa bullshit notes.

Put tissue box to compare the height, haha.

I tell you i'm SO happy to see all those papers go away AND all those freaking text books and activity books.

Finally my room got space and the store room not so packed.

The holiday begins !

In Pyramid's toilet.

Went out with Ai Lin, Jenn, Mun Teng & Vanessa on Thursday, a day after SPM ended (sort of).

Ate Sakae then shopped !

Oh to others i just put me & Vanessa picture cos i'm too lazy to put anything else, don't ambil hati :P.

Bought .. i suddenly forgot what i bought wtf.

*Thinks hard* OHH ballet flats !

Exactly like this.

The fcking ballet flats gave me blisters, stupid shit damn pissed off.

I thought ballet flats supposed to be comfy but instead worse than high heels.

Day 2 of holidays.

Pyramid again. @Pasta de Gohan (the resto with all the pasta displayed outside)

His.

Mine.

My clam chowder ! & a potato on bread thing.

Clam chowder was pretty good but when i ate the spaghetti which was hell a lot(i know it doesn't look like it) i felt so sick of the clam chowder alrdy.

Cos too much creamy food at once.

Saw The Social Network.

Not bad 7/10.

But slightly complicated cos there's a lot of techy stuff.

& i don't get why now i can't put colours to my text already, something wrong with blogger.

It feels so good when you just sit there on those benches in the shopping mall & have random conversations with that person & not feeling bored or awkward.

If it was anyone else it'll never had been the same.

1.36AM

MIA till after SPM.

2010-10-31T21:48:00.001-07:00

OK I've been M.I.A for damn long already.

& i'm actually here to tell you i'll be MIA till after SPM.

I now must only think of 1 thing.. SPM.

It's all up to me, there's no redo.

12.50PM

Glambert.

2010-10-10T09:00:00.000-07:00

WOOH ! Got this like last Thursday ! :D

So what's if he's gay? HOT lah.

Don't you deny it okay i can already hear you saying "wtf he's gay lar..".

But usually hot guys are either jerks or gays eh..

---

I'm absolutely happy and bangga about something.

Last yr i posted about Adam Lambert not winning and how i hate it? Post here (just click to read).

The post ntg much actually but that's bcos i edited it from the original version last time.

I insulted Kris Allen in the original post b4 i edited it and right now i'm feeling kinda happy i did.

SEE? Adam Lambert's having his Glam Nation tour right now and it's a huge success.

Yeah yeah i know Kris came here before Adam but hey it wasn't a concert.

I know this is gonna make Kris fans really pissed off, but wtv.

Knew it Adam Lambert's gonna make it.

---

& regarding the concert ticket, i wonder why they must put the 25% off digi thing?

Like wanna show ppl's cheapskateness or something? -.-

& i wanna repeat something, i hate ppl who go to concerts and just stand there and not screaming or jumping.

If you're not a fan, pls get out okay?

Or else pls enjoy yrself there, it's what concerts are for.

Watched Pearl Harbor and Sorority Row earlier.

Pearl Harbor was actually a really nice movie.

Last time sort of refused to watch cos thought it was boring.

& i think Josh Hartnett is really cute, lol.

It's not bcos of him ah pardon me the movie is really nice.

& it's so unfair how the lead girl made 2 guys fall in love with her.

Really despise her.

Sorority Row's poster's really creepy to me so i'm not posting it here.

If you wanna see just click here.

Typical teen murder movie but wasn't so bad overall.

The girl from Step Up 2 is in it, just FYI.

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That's pretty much it for these few days?

Guilty study is good.

Guilty study : Not studying for TWO trials (1st and 3rd) then after that feels really guilty about it which encourages one to study.

My own concept, lol.

I really REALLY must learn how to sleep early,

12,45PM

Indon drama !

2010-10-04T05:58:00.000-07:00

Hello :D.

Not much updates with my life, just addicted to few songs recently and indon drama, lol.

Their acting quite bad and overly dramatic at times but i still like watching, lol.

I don't know what's wrong with me, SPM's so near and i still don't have that exam mojo.

Not even a bit.

I wonder if others feel the same ..? OK i don't wanna know.

& i just discovered something i do heck a lot, THINKING.

I'm always thinking, everywhere, no matter what i'm doing.

Even today while doing exam i writing halfway also suddenly lost in my thoughts.

But i don't get distracted easily ;D.

So i can still write and think at the same time :P.

---

Recently i just thought of something.

Everyone of us is different right? As in our personality.

Every person holds a single similarity of personality/interest with us.

Which means this friend have the same music interest as you, and that friend likes the same food as you etc.

So you have all the ppl around you bcos they all each fit a little piece of your personality.

Which is why is hard to find yr soulmate.

So naturally, we would find it easier to hang out with ppl who have more than 1 similar interest with us.

OK done with that blabbing which i'm not sure if anyone understands.

The song from the indon drama. & the clips are from the drama.

LOVE the song.

I kept singing it in my head non-stop throughout today.

omgit'ssolatealready(to study),

9.13

Jay Chou.

2010-09-20T09:05:00.002-07:00

I just HAD TO blog about something unimportant that's nagging me.

I'm absolutely in love with Jay Chou in The Curse of the Golden Flower.

Idk why, his role wasn't that appealing and he didn't appear as much as he should've in the movie but there's this thing about him that's attracting me.

Maybe it's a fact that he's acting in a movie ?

Like that i watch Silence sure like even more ..

I DON'T normally like typical chinese guys but he's.. exceptional ?

He's kinda cute.. lol.

I just never said it before.

& i do listen to some of his songs since few years ago and they're quite nice.

OK i cannot stare longer at his picture if not i semakin like, wtf.

So this post is sorta a confession ? *paiseh*

Now i know why you girls who loves him, loves him.

& the movie is very slow-moving and to most of you would be boring.

But i kinda liked it. (Not bcos of Jay Chou ok -.-, he's just like small part of it)

& this show ada excessive revealing of cleavages, seriously.

Absolutely love this song.

Classic's the way to go. Screw modern music.

12.21AM

Leopard staring at you.

2010-09-18T10:18:00.000-07:00

Me new hairband :D.

I think i got bow hairband obsession lately.

My blog title.. i had ntg else to write, so yea.

Was cleaning up my room ytd and bored so took some random pictures..

My hairbands (: .

I gotta admit i like hairbands eventhough Ming Yeaw said b4 they don't suit me.

Wanted to get a polka dots one too at the same shop with the Blue ribbon one :(.

OK i feel like i'm talking too much about girly stuff.

My belts!

Got more actually but some are currently used by few of my jeans.

ANDD i was bored 2 days ago so decided to do something with my sis.

Painted on tissue box and fence also made from tissue box.

Kinda lame-ish but i kinda had fun making it.

& the chicken + sheep is made of clay by my sis.

I have zero patience in making small details with clay so yeah.

Actually i have zero patience waiting for ppl also.

But the ironic thing is i always make ppl wait for me..

I'm being totally inconsiderate right? Lol.

It's like ppl do cannot but i do can or something =.=.

OK forget abt that.

Parvin tagged me to do 35 facts or something like that but i think imma do 10 only.
I LOVE tom yam.
I like chick flicks. Yes laaa bie bimbo laaaaa.
I hate maintaining my hair. I don't even condition them.
I think a lot in the car or in my school bus. Think about what? About life and what's happening in mine.
I suck at taking photography-ish pictures of wtv you call it.
I think i'm in love with sleeveless clothes -.-.
I get hungry very easily, i get hungry within 3 hours usually.
I LOVE surfer dudes. As in dudes with blonde hair, tanned body and blue eyes.
I wish i know what my ambition is. I really do.
I'm overall a lazy person.

I just realised all the facts starts with "I", lol.

School's gonna start soon, i really hate it :(.

1.48AM

Short hair ?

2010-09-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

Okay lazy person back to update :P.

Heheh :P.

This time it's purple-ish pink !

I suck at applying nail polish, seriously.
Applied like few times and still sort of fail, oh well.
Toe nails worse.. apply then remove then lazy d.
Oh well which means nail artist as my career = fail. At least now i know something that i can't become.. lol. (not that i want to, just saying)

Went summit just now to walk around.
There was this japanese foodstuff sale.
Byk nice japanese snacks.
Bought miso soup paste (love!).

And this to die for gummi candy!

Seriously baru open then my sis and I eat berturut-turut until left 3 only.
Got around 15 inside i think.
The blue 1 is the best wooh.

Older stuff :

@Bangsar Village with Wern Hsiang, Vanessa & Yee Wern.

Ignore semi-weird face. Tried curling my hair with straightener and succeeded!

Thanks Mun Teng for guiding me :D.
The curl not so nice la cos 1st time maa.

Yumcha session with Pok & Vanessa :

In Pok's car.

Super delicious mushroom soup from Prince Cafe @ SS2.

Last week Friday :

Fried dumplings @ Taipan :P.

It feels so good having cash, seriously.
Onlining = addictive like shit.

11.32PM

Laziness.

2010-09-10T08:58:00.000-07:00

Okay i'm just too lazy to blog.
I'll probably blog in the next few days, probably.

So enjoy this picture of me in the bowling alley -.-.

Okay why do i look short in that picture..

12.04AM

Lookout point.

2010-08-27T08:47:00.000-07:00

Love my chanel inspired bag :D.

Went lookout point @Cheras today.
Actually went to a Thai restaurant nearby the lookout point which is sort of like in a jungle and got pond there summore.

View of part of the Thai restaurant.

Curry crab, lala with some-dunno-what sauce & grilled salty fish.

Got a few more dishes but my family immediately attack the food when it arrives so it's hard to take picture of them.

The white tomyam soup which i only manage to take a picture of after everyone has taken their share =.=.

Really small bowl, not enough at all :(.

After everything was eaten.

Liked the tomyam and grilled fish the most.

First time trying this ..

Toddy.

No it's not barley it's an indian coconut wine.
It smells like longkang/raw egg but the taste is not bad.
Sweet with a hint of coconut water and alcohol.
Still have some in my fridge yes we brought it back home, it comes in a bottle :P.

After that satisfying meal, went to lookout point.

Loved the breeze there, abit like genting.
Dad also told me ppl called it mini genting.
SS quite a lot there but don't wanna post so many.

A little part of lookout point.

I think i know what i wanna do in life,

but whether life allows me to do it or not is a different story.

12.28AM

The modern world.

2010-08-22T01:03:00.000-07:00

"I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TYPE IN ALL CAPS , IT MAKES IT SEEMS LIKE THEY'RE SHOUTING."

So true isn't it ?
Whenever someone type in caps you just think they're shouting at you and they're mad.

The full comic strip.

I find the idea very cute, haha.

Don't you think our lives are controlled by a system we humans made ourselves?
Everyone is struggling to get those straight A's, those good grades, a degree or master.
For what?
Merely to survive in this modern society.

We are basically bounded from doing what we like.
We have no freedom anymore.
We humans made this system which controlled our lives.

Now all that seems to matter is getting straight A's so that you have a bright future.
Who says doctors and all are the smartest ppl ?
We humans MADE them the smartest ppl.
It does not mean designers are stupid, we just made them seem less professional than a doctor.
(Designers and doctors are just general examples i don't mean it specificly)

We are all forced to go to school, forced to learn subjects which most of us hate a lot.

You know i really wanna know how does it feel like living like ppl in the '60's where children can run around and having innocent fun not facebooking or texting someone.
Everything was pure back then.
Photographs, conversations, etc.
Now photographs have like zero value and conversations are pretty fake.

Lots are ppl are very different online and real life nowadays.
When online they have this self-confidence but in real life they just go back to being themselves, their shy self.
& i just read in the newspaper that all this facebooking, twitter etc. is making ppl really full of themselves that it is becoming a disorder.
Sounds kinda dumb to me also but yeah.

The world now, i've no idea what to say anymore.
I feel like going places and discovering the true meaning of life. I know it sounds cheesy.

I love this recyclyable bag a lot, i dunno why.

I picked it over my outing bags to bring out O.O.
& i've wanted a red converse shoe for damn long d ): .

Old songs are the best. Yeah it 's only 2005 but still.

I can't believe i used to tell my dad few years ago why he likes oldies so much they're lousy blablabla.
Now i realise oldies are the best.
I'm sorry but the songs nowadays, are all edited at the studios and most singers can't even sing properly.
No orginality.

Gosh it feels good to rant.

4.29PM

Food !

2010-08-16T06:35:00.000-07:00

What i've been up to ?

Outings.

Creating memories.

& dougnuts yay lets all appreciate the creation of Jco/Big Apple :D.

"You're eating FATS" - Zarif.
But once you sink your teeth into an oreology(for me), you'll just die.
But actually the brown colour 1 in the picture is also damn yummy, my no.2 donut :D.

& i got this theory : donuts that are colourful aren't delicious.
Donuts that have like basic colours are the best (: . Take my advice, lol.

I keep thinking about McD french fries these few days, dunno why.
Miss the slightly crunchy with a little oil and potato burst in the mouth, know what i mean, french fries lovers? :P

Today felt like eating banana leaf at nirwana, will go soon to fulfill that craving >:).

Okay i suddenly feel like drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows in it.

Oh gosh TT.

Sorry i got all these sudden outburst of food cravings.
Food = Plays a very important role in my life ~.

Oh oh i got this theory where you should only eat when you're hungry.
I've discovered that many ppl actually eat whenever they like it ignoring the fact whether they're hungry or not.
Ask yourself "Am i hungry?" then only go buy the food (:.

Bcos when you're hungry and you eat the food you crave for, it's just bliss (: .
With that theory, you can save money and have full stomach satisfaction :D.

Grapefruit's sister from annoying orange is so freaking CUTE omg !

9.53PM

Do you remember the nights we stayed up just laughing.

2010-08-07T10:12:00.000-07:00

Back in 2008.

My hair was super dry back then.
Yea i liked clothes like that back then.
I still think they're okay but wouldn't wear it anymore, lol.
Loved that necklace too but rusty alrdy :(.
& that picture is so typical amateur SS-ing, haha.

Well we all grow up kan ?

Honestly i too lazy to update bout latest happenings in my life so yea simply korek some old picture.
Actually lately also byk nostalgia.
Seeing back all those old pictures taken durin F3, really bring back memories.
& lately seeing primary friends in FB, really nostalgia.

I'm from a primary school where no one else in F5 is from.
& i loved my friends in primary school, we had lots of fun.
They meant something to me but sometimes ppl just move on, even from friendships.
I think if i were to meet any of them now, it'll be like getting to know a whole new person.
But i think craziness of a person wouldn't die, it'll be in them :).

& i have negative cash flow, seriously.
Shopping is damn addictive, shit.
& i still have a few things i wanna buy but seeing my financial condition :(.

I know sien right this post but i just saying things that come to mind.

Another song which i love.

1.30AM

To be rejected or to reject?

2010-07-25T07:00:00.000-07:00

A picture i took randomly while "practising". Love it though :D.
& yea the black thingy is supposed to be a star but i cincai draw it that time that's why it's like that.
Maybe you're even thinking "is that even a star?". But wtv la, lol.

I'm gonna kill myself soon, i have not been studying properly.
Only a bit but it's like unserious one.
Exam in 2 weeks and i can still play around :(.

---

Anyway i've bought my MPT5 dress already :D.
Do it early cos i know whenever try to find last minute sure don't have one.
Just need to buy heels and bag and i'm done :D.

MPT seriously use up a lot of cash.
The ticket alone is RM88 imagine plus dress, heels, bag, accessories and etc.
Happy though i got my stuff at a very reasonable price (: .

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I'm missing out on a lot of movies lately.
But actually i also don't really feel like watching 'em so wtv la.
I always think watching movies in cinema is sucha waste of good cash.
But of course i still watch movies in cinema but not too frequent.

Been hooked on to Desperate Housewives lately & it's 1 of my favourite shows i've watched it since season 1 but missed like 2 seasons.

Oh i'm part of the save money thingy like Vanessa, so i'm bringing mushroom soup and bread to school tomorrow! School food is sickening, seriously.
It's not that it's not nice i'm just really sick of it.

And.. rejection is a mixture of humiliation and feeling hurt, i just came to know of it this week.
Acting without thinking is just foolish.
It just leads to you making a mistake.

Parvin i know i told you i don't like her and all but i find this song nice :P.

You know me SO well in a way that no one has ever known me.
It gives me a weird feeling, but i think i like it.

10.18PM

Randoms.

2010-07-18T06:18:00.000-07:00

I only thought of the title after i've finished typing everything and i seriously got ntg to type for the title so yea that's it.

Attempting to have thin lips, lol.

I've always wanted thin lips fyi.
I dunno why but i just prefer thin lips although hollywood stars all desperately wants thick luscious lips which i dont really get why cos some of them after botox look like shit no offence.

BTW ..

This is apparently Summit's new Welcome sign.

Surprising to me cos i thought summit will nvr improve anything.
I really hope to see Summit get better at least like Parade although i always say i hate Summit and the place like shit.
But this Welcome sign has changed my perspective, a bit. Lol.

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Believe it or not i actually save things i wanna blog abt as drafts in my phone cos i keep forgetting.
Whenever an idea pops in my head i quickly type n save in my phone cos by the time i go and blog at night i sure forget.

I actually read alot in the newspaper today. I hardly do that, and that made me sound like a bimbo or something.
It's damn interesting lor (i know you are like wth now only discover it is interesting and gives benefit while i've read since i'm primary d) particularly the education section.
Found out something interesting about english pronouncation, engineering course and read about filthy toilets which is a damn frequent topic but no one actually does anything about it.

Quite funny lor 1 girl in primary school got bad stomachache but decides to call her mum instead of rushing to the toilet in school cos she really cannot tahan the toilet.
Then her mum came and take her home to shit.
Sounds very over but who knows maybe the toilet seriously like crap.
& someone was quoted saying "Eventhough the janitor cleans the toilet frequently, it still smells".
Seriously agree wei, i always wonder why also.
I also wonder is it so hard to flush the toilet, seriously. I sound very goody or something but wtheck not only u use the toilet ok got many others.
OK enough about toilets dunno why i touching that topic also, lol.

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FACT : There are only 2 things i can't stand if i go NS.

No warm water for shower. Will practice a month b4 NS by showering in cold water everyday :'(.
Something which i won't mention which some of you probably know.
This one seriously big problem.

Besides that i'm all ok. Washing clothes, waking up early, same food whole day (as long as got rice i don't really care cos i'm truly a rice fan and can't live without it :D).
OK little things i will not like there is big insects and mosquitoes.

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& i wonder why the oil under pores comes out so fast.
Oily face not fun okay.
& i don't wanna waste $ on buying those oil absorber paper thing cos it's damn expensive but oily face cannot tahan lor it's disgusting and like mm song 1.

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I must sleep early d wei.
Sleeping early seriously makes the day better.
You'll feel more fresh, won't feel tired throughout the day and don't get headaches.
Like we all don't already know that right? It's just so hard for us to put into practise.
Internet's fault, we can't control once we start.

On my super want list!

I know this bag in style quite sometime d but wtv i now only want :P.
Planning to get grey. Fed up of big bags for now.
And i think short denim jumpsuits makes a person looks super cute.
I also want acid wash jeans! Topshop super nice but $ TT.

10.24PM

NS.

2010-07-14T07:21:00.001-07:00

Update about my life : I got chosen for NS 3rd batch.

FYI, i'm actually kinda excited. I know, abit weird right?

10.21PM

FRIM ; Carnival.

2010-07-10T22:12:00.000-07:00

I shall begin with FRIM, which i went with Laura, Yee Wern, Ai Lin, Vanessa and Esther last Wednesday.
It's during school hours so it's like we're studying in the forest and not school.
The trip was pretty great, not much mosquitoes to my surprise.
No actually got a lot of mosquitoes but i kena like 2 bites only?
Was expecting to kena like at least 5 bites.
Instead i kena like 5 bites in school on Friday, YEESH. School worse than forest.

The usual gang excluding a few others.

Ai Lin bermasalah during the FRIM trip.
She super quiet and is like the 1st one when jungle trekking.
We all half-dead alrdy she still so semangat and no "heavy breathing" (inside joke, lol).
Maybe she everytime go these kinda stuff but secretive, hmm..

OK i think this post like got a few ai lin picture. Yes Ai Lin i stalk you.

OH, i fell down at the waterfall also. Super bad luck.
Lots of ppl slipped but no injury.
I slipped and got minor stuff only la, cuts and blueblack.
Luckily didn't hit my face at the rocks, that would be pretty tragic :(.

SMK Seafield's Happy Family Carnival 2010.
- Saturday

Super formal title, lol.

Boon was a clown, go check out the full costume picture of him in FB.

I was a ghost too in my class, 5D's haunted asylum.
But my role wasn't really scary, so abit .. :(.
But got a few ppl was scared by me, so still OK la.
A bit lazy wanna post up pictures to be honest, so just go FB and see OK cos everyone got FB what right?

This year, 1st time stay till the whole carnival.
Went back around almost 4. Carnival is until 3 but after 3 it's still on la.

Tried the DUNKING MACHINE for the FIRST TIME :D.
Was forced by bie initially but in the end i abit wanted to try.
But it's all thanks to "motivation" by bie, ish.
Bie bad aimer :P.
It was a fun experience though.
I admit, i was quite scared when i was sitting on the board thing, see the picture also know, lol.

Played table talk to like every year.
Super fun but bie keep splashing me, ish. Fun to win but not fun to lose :(.

See I say d got Ai Lin pictures. Lol.

Btw love that picture of her which i took :P. She looks super cute.

After carnival was fully wet even my under garments (ok abit too formal for me but yeah).
Was super syok showering in warm water at home (L).

After carnival - sudah hitam lagi.

Not that im not dark originally but became darker.

Carnival this year is a great experience. I love 5D.

Now reality is gonna kick in. Need to effing STUDY.
Like seriously no more fooling around and relaxing or lazing around.
Study mode must super on and no offing it till after SPM.
I wish i can run from reality but we all know that's impossible.
My brain dead alrdy for like 1 month. Gears all stuck.
I vow to study hard starting from next week. No i'm serious.

PS : Ricola is my no.1 favourite sweet.

1.50PM

Even the best falls down sometimes.

2010-07-04T07:10:00.000-07:00

Went Empire & Parade today (: .

That's Empire's toilet in the cubicle. Canggih dalam cubicle got full-body mirror.

Empire has quite many shops, more than i expected as i thought it was gonna be pretty empty in there but no.
It has many shops yes but i can say none of it suited me or my mum.
The only shop we went in to and see was F.O.S which is easily available at almost any shopping mall.
Went to Tangs too but it's overpriced lor.
1 tee RM129, it's a lil too much for me la.

So we got fed up and walked over to Subang Parade since it's across the street only.
Was super hungry so we settled in to eat.

Uncle Lim's :D.

OK Vanessa i admit my half-boiled egg there looked disgusting too, lol.
Dunno why toast taste so good outside.
Toast can be easily made at home but i'm just too lazy to do it.

& bought 2 things today.

New heels :D.

Killer lor 3.5inches (if you're wondering, yes i used a ruler to measure it, LOL).
It's abit like gladiator heels. Oh wait.. i think it is a gladiator heel.
But i'm happy i finally own a super high heel :P.
& it's damn cheap, but not telling price :P.
& i know this heels some of you might not like it but i do.
I don't mind ppl against something i like cos i understand everyone has different taste.

THOUGH, i can NEVER accept ppl going against sushi, EVER.
Cos it's the best food ever.
Don't tell me it's raw pls ok not all sushi raw go and see yourself only critisize.
Sry i mmg damn pissed when ppl insult sushi.
Harvinth, don't start on me if you read this.

Earrings from F.O.S.

Damn cute ! 3 in 1 summore.
Love the green of these earrings.

Tomorrow's school again.
Kinda happy but lazy as usual.
Happy cos pre-sale and the FRIM thingy coming up :D.

This song gives a kinda feeling just like Somewhere Only We Know.

10.23PM

Discovering yourself.

2010-07-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

Wanted to post a picture of myself but cable hilang out of a sudden. Sounds so full of myself, lol.

& just to let you know before you go on reading, it's a pretty boring post cos it's just about my random thoughts,so yea (: .

Had a lot of things in mind lately.
1 of it is what course am i gonna be taking in the future a.k.a next year.

I've been thinking like since last year already and i still couldn't figure it out.
It's damn frus lor i tell you when you don't know what you like and what you're good at.
I envy you ppl who knows exactly what you wanna do.
I'm taking all those career test and all you know =.=.
But none of them seems to be convincing me.
OK enough bout that.

School is damn relaxing these 2 weeks.
We practically do nothing at all except getting back exam papers and getting excited over pre-sale.

Pre-sale is a devil. Waste ppl's $.
It's like :
"omg mee sedaap i must eat !
Omg cheese sausage wtf i want to eat also.
Ooh that sandwich looks good wei *buys*.
Feel like buying drink also la.. *buys*"

Then ta-da you've just wasted RM6 or so, EVERY SINGLE DAY until the carnival comes.
Actually we spend less in carnival than pre-sale, seriously.

Had a lot i wanted to say earlier today but everything forgot already.
My thoughts very random one, so yea.

Now i'm looking at my phone wondering how long i'll be using it.
It's currently my 2nd year using it. I have a feeling i'll use it for the next 3 years or so.
But i actually don't mind. Not so into having nice phones but of course if got opportunity to own 1, why not ?

See i say d my thoughts are random.
Nowadays i love blogging about random thoughts instead of outings, dunno why.

SPM is drawing near and i'm fully aware but i still can't manage to get my ass up and study.
I promise myself i will study my best after carnival, seriously.

Sorry super wordy post but i just letting out wtv i'm currently thinking of right now (: .

I promised someone i'll be doing something right now but am not doing it :(.
Shall go do it now.

PS : I want to buy books ! Chic litsss! & feel like buying The Notebook too, yea i outdated.

I like Rachel McAdams, for no specific reason.

[Edit]

Felt like writing more so yea i'm back.
& a mosquito just flew by, hate those creatures.
Not like how you regular ppl hate them, i really hate them cos they affect my life in some ways.

I can't have the knowledge that i'm gonna miss out on something, let it be an event, just simply catching up with friends or other stuff like that.
I really can't let it just slip by. I will just regret it.
I know i've regretted Leo IR this year although it's just a simple event but still.
I cannot let myself regret anymore.
I just wanna grasp on to every single opportunity i get in life, you know ?

& sometimes when i just stop, stare and think, i can't believe i'm actually form5.
Form5, 17 years old, senior of the school.
Then i stare at everyone around me and rmb the time when we were in form2 or form3.

It was funny remembering how i met Siew Man in form3 and we became the bestest friends.
And how i met the rest of my great friends.

Now i truly believe that you cannot judge a book by it's cover.
No matter how a person may seem to you, you should get to know them and you'll find that you were wrong about him/her.
Like a person may seem arrogant or wtv but when you get to know them you realise you like them and they actually have many good qualities.

I was suddenly inspired, so yea.

Still thinking about buying myself books,
1.18AM

Thoughts.

2010-06-26T20:38:00.000-07:00

OK i actually typed quite long about CFN but decided to scratch it.
Just doesn't feel right.

BTW pics are all in my FB, i won't post it up here.

I dunno why i'm thinking way a lot lately. Especially in car rides.

I don't really feel like talking bout anything right now.
Hope i'll come back from this weird phase i'm going through, where i'm thinking alot and doubting a lot of things.

I'm sounding like someone i say i don't like (Ywern, Vanessa, Ai Lin know who i'm talking about, lol).

[Edit]

Thanks Yee Wern now i know why i suddenly so emo or something, idk what's the word for it.
Sometimes we're sad/emo/just felt like something's wrong but not knowing the reason at all, talking to someone really helps.
They can just suddenly answer your problems without knowing what you problem is.

I suddenly rmb the times my primary bestf and I having frequent sleepovers.
& me and my friends super fun trip to genting in Form3.

And look at us now, we're form5 already, we're all turning 17.
Sometimes i just can't believe i'm form5 alrdy.

Sry i emotional.

Surprisingly i like this song.

2.12PM

Evil Dr. Pork Chop.

2010-06-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

Sorry i just HAD TO update.

Cause Toy Story 3 is freakin' AWESOME !
Rate? 10/10!
It's damn touching leh why can't i be alone in the cinema so i can cry :(.
I WILL buy the DVD and watch non-stop wei.
I won't spoil anything for you guys but just telling you all, it's damn damn nice :).
& mostly the ppl who were watching it were teens.
It's OUR movie leh kids tak payah lah we wait 11 years d.

That's all :D. I still thinking about the movie until now wei, :(. I'm sad it's over also.
I hate it when good things come to an end.
Just like The Dog Island game :(.

Heh :P.

11.05PM

Cheesecake!

2010-06-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

OK yes i've been MIA for quite a while and quite a few things happened but i think i'll skip all that to tell you why i've been MIA, lol.

Firstly though, i can't begin to tell you how EXCITED i am over this new blogger layouts !
Got so many until i dunno which 1 to choose so i settle down with the 1 i currently am using, a very simple 1.
I dunno why i'm so excited over it.

Okay i've been MIA bcos i've been playing The Dog Island on PS2!

Familiar with this?

I'm sure some of you have seen it around b4. I even had a "The Dog" shirt few years ago.

At first i thought the game is damn childish 1 to be honest. But when i started playing i found out it's damn damn nice.
It's like an adventure game where you have quests after quests and you'll go to new places and all that.

My dog's name :D.

I chose an ordinary looking dog.

Cos too glamour punya dog like not suitable for adventures, in my opinion la :P.

After 3 days of hardcore afternoon and night until midnight non-stop playing ..

I effing finished it !

Mind you the game was quite long.
It's not simple like those Disney game like Monster Inc. or something.

I damn sad lor when finish cos my dog had to say goodbye to all the other dogs at the island.
& also nice game that's why i feel sad when it's done :(.
I wanna find more games like this wei.

ANDDDDD.
I'M FREAKING WATCHING TOY STORY 3 TOMORROW, ON IT'S FIRST DAY!

I can't express how happy i am wei. My dad managed to book :D!
I think i'm gonna cry in this movie, bcos of the Andy part as seen in the trailer.

Happyhappyhappy!

I really love my holidays, the way it was spent.
This is truly the one holiday where i felt so.. like when i sit down doing nothing, i'd just smile thinking about this holiday.
It can't be expressed in words la, basically.
But i can say this holiday was truly enjoyable and relaxing at the same time.

Staying at home during holidays used to be very boring but this holiday made me realise that home is relaxing and fun.
Going out too much is exhausting, to me.

& tuition just reminds me how much reality stinks.
It reminds me of life when there's no holidays and there's school, exams, and all that.
This holiday just took my mind off everything else in the world except fun and relaxation.
Stupid tuition, membencikan.
I seriously don't wanna go back to school where reality kicks in.

I am happy to say that I, have treasured every moment of this holiday as i vowed :D.

PS : You can read about Parvin's bday in Ai Lin, Vanessa, Parvin & Yee Wern's blog. I don't have pictures so i didn't post about it and anyway i wished you already what Parvin :).

PSS : My freaking air-cond spoil already, damn hot wei.

I feel sangat relaxed leh,
11.19PM

'Cos airplanes in night skies just ain't shooting stars.

2010-06-08T02:32:00.000-07:00

Okay okay i've disappeared for few days cos i went to Malacca aite.
Was back on Sunday but you know how tired ppl are when they go on trips.

I'll start with Friday 1st where AiLin, Parvin, Laura, SL & I went to taipan for our fave Asam Laksa !

FRIDAY.

Seriously delicious. Go tryyyy !

I found out about its deliciousness from bie (: .

After asam laksa we're supposedly heading to Snow Ice as we planned. But things nvr go according to plan all the time eh?
All thanks to Yong Ai Lin who mentioned BR then i felt like eating it and totally don't feel like snow ice anymore.
So yeah, we went to BR and bought regular cups, totally worth it ! I always think its not worth it cos it's super expensive for ice-cream but it's damn fcking nice when you start eating.
OK i sound like i 1st time eat like that.

I think i wanna eat again in Pyramid tomorrow, heheh.

OK now moving on to Malacca, which i went on Saturday with my family.

SATURDAY & SUNDAY.

A' Famosa (: . The old building is getting smaller by years. And i seriously got problem with posing full-body.

Go Malacca of cos must eat chicken rice BALLS right? :P

I didn't expect the riceball to be so small though. It's almost like the size of the fishballs in the soup only.
Cos i ate b4 chicken rice ball in Klang and they're huge O.O.

1 thing i didn't expect in Malacca - the weather.
It's FREAKING hot.
The hottest in Subang is never hotter than in Malacca.
Super chun can fry egg under the sun weather.
It really puts off me and my family's mood to walk around.

But i can say Malacca got nothing much.
The famous Jonker Street also very little stuff only.
Loved my hotel though, clean and got class (: .
And i rode on the trishaw too :P.
Last time i went to Malacca was when i was around std4, so yeah, it's been long.

Got more pictures of cos but nt posting up, privacy purposes.

OK done about Malacca, moving on to Vanessa & I punya outing at Taipan.

MONDAY.

My fringe after cutting. & ugly pict but just wanna show my fringe.

It looks fine after cut but when i went home and washed my hair, OMG.
It's damn ugly. Super thick and dry. REGRET like mad.
The hairstylist also advised me not to cut so short but i still want.
He even say "then i'll see you very soon again" meaning i'll hate my hair and come back for another cut.
Why must he be right TT.
Lesson :LISTEN to some things the hairstylist says.

After Vanessa & I cut our fringe we went walking around and had a so-called photoshoot with her transparent umbrella. And we totally failed, haha.

Then we headed to Pappa Rich for a drink.

Oh, i'm currently eating tuna + corn sandwich, damn nice! May be a bit weird to some of you but you should try, it's good (: .

Hayley's awesome.

6.05PM

Live in the moment.

2010-06-03T19:23:00.000-07:00

Absolutely love photobucket pictures.

Yes, firstly, EXAMS ARE OVERRRR :D.

OK tell you the truth, i don't feel a wash of relief after the last paper, i don't know why.
I thought i'll feel super free and jump around for joy but no i didn't feel it.
I feel like slapping myself i mean c'mon all these weeks i've been waiting for this why am i not excited?

Maybe its the fear of this holiday passing by fast.
Cos i know this holiday will go by quickly.
Sigh.

No cannot! I must enjoy every moment and cherish the fun times i'll have. MUST. I vow to myself.
I, Xingxing must enjoy every moment of my 2 weeks holidays.

Am currently searching for what nail polish that suit dark skinned ppl =.=.
Stupid fair ppl all colours also suit you guys ! Yes i'm talking bout you Vanessa >:(.

OK i shall make a list for my holidays now.

Buy Cotton On ballet flats ! MUST.
Buy new nail polish.
Check out if there's any nice heels around ;).
Buy a necklace i've always wanted (lazy wanna explain).
More hairbands perhaps?
Eat snowflake this holidays!

OK i realise all the things in my list are bimbotic. All related to beauty and fashion except last one of course.
Well shopping is super fun :D.

I'm really hungry now :(. Dunno when my wan tan mee is gonna arrive :(.
& i think this is one of the 5 times i'm blogging in the morning. Very rare for me to blog in the morning :P.

I want someone's exams to faster over :(.
Oh, i won't be around till Sunday after today :).

Why this post byk smiley one.

Love this song.

10.38AM

Strangers, from the outside.

2010-05-28T07:30:00.000-07:00

I know my lips look weird, lol.

Went to Midvalley today :D. Yes i'm aware it's Wesak Day.

Watched Prince of Persia : The Sands of Time.

I dunno why but Jake Gylenhaal has the kinda face that can make you laugh anytime. Even look at him also feel kinda like wanna laugh d.
And i think Gemma Artenton looks really cute and unique in this movie. Her looks just somehow attracts me. And i think she looks a bit like Demi Lovato.

The movie was good. As you all know, Disney always produces good movie that is worth watching. So yeah it is worth watching.
The movie gave me an impact at the ending. And that makes me continue thinking bout the movie throughout today. Not a typical ending (: .
So, go watch !

Just checked out the Hamm toy at Toys 'R Us today and its freaking expensive !

RM70plus just for a small toy ? Pls have mercy TT.
Got not rich ppl who absolutely love Hamm wants to buy okay TT.
I can't own a Hammie TT.

And AHHHHH I WANT COTTON ON's STRIPED BALLET FLATS !

Macam ni tapi striped.

I feel like buying all the flats at one go actually. Then everytime pakai diff colour, how fun :D.
Bye heels i wanna date flats from now on :D.
And it's totally a coincidence that the ballet flats i want is.. well, striped.
AHHH i must run to pyramid's cotton on during holidays and get my ballet flats !
Don't ask my why now only i wanna crazy about ballet flats while they came out quite some time d. Random one.

Milkshake made bye me :D.

Look a bit like vomit right? Haha.

11.01PM

Fat bunnies running around.

2010-05-27T08:19:00.000-07:00

Firstly, WOOH EXAMS ARE GONEEEEE !

No i'm not that dumb, i'm fully aware that F5 exams does not end till end of next week.
But i feel like it's over. Only left Chem and all the paper 3s.

Therefore, WOOOH!

BTW my post title is totally random, not related to anything :P.

My tuition card canggih, ada gambar :D.

Actually all Kasturi ppl got la :P.

Today Vanessa mentioned how stupid it is that ppl say our first love is something we'll never forget.
I agree, it's bullshit. Even 1st kiss also.
First love or rather first boyfriend/girlfriend you get is more like you doing a trial paper for SPM you know? Like testing only.
And during trial you make mistakes, you're not fully prepared yet, and there are things you don't know.
So your first relationship is pretty much like that.
No one has the perfect first relationship okay.
As we all alrdy know, we learn from experiences and mistakes.
So relationship after relationship will make you realise more n more things. Not saying you must be a player la but you just learn you know.

& don't blame players for being the way they are.
They just don't wanna commit. Cos commiting into a relationship is not something everyone wants to do.
And they like to have fun. Who doesn't right?

I realise lately i keep talking bout relationships.
I feel like buying new heels. Sorry i damn random.
And i'm hungry right now. I can actually hear my stomach growling.

I used to say in primary school "i've got a bear in my stomach" whenever it growls. Cos bear growls, get it?
I know lar damn lame right. In primary everyone's a geek kan so who cares :P.

Anyway i really gotta go grab a bite. My dinner was 2 onigiri only D: .

& today something damn funny involving kuk fa cha and 100plus happened. I'm still smiling thinking bout it. LOL bie xD.

Yee Wern & her doggie :D.

Yes my MSN super old version. Lazy wanna explain why.

OMG i forgot to talk bout something - AMERICAN IDOL!

Lee Dwyze freaking won ! In yr face Crystal!

I'm sorry i really disliked Crystal from the start and have no idea why ppl like her or why Simon likes her either.
Yeah go on tell me how she's a great singer with awesome vocals and all, i'll still dislike her.
I don't get why ppl think her voice is super awesome.
It's not that she sucks and her voice is pretty good but not super geng. Not like Adam Lambert, ya know?
AND! i'm not the only one who still thinks Lambert deserves to win last year, even the media thinks so and a lot of other regular ppl like me too.
He freaking got star power k. His vocals is what you call awesome vocals.
OK actually this season of AI is kinda boring. Somehow there's just nothing to get excited about.

I'm done here (: .

11.55PM

Reality.

2010-05-21T22:01:00.000-07:00

Thanks Tzi Ying, it was so so sweet of you ! (:

Another thing to add to my stripes "collection", lol.
Not that i'm collecting it's just recently i have lotsa stripes things.

Actually i didn't wanna update till after mid-term is over but i have a nagging feeling that i want to update so i'm here.

First week of exams is down. The easy week that is. The week where you still can laugh and talk between breaks.
Next week we're dead D: .

Anyway on a totally unrelated note,

i LOVE Selena Gomez's new hair !
OK i admit i don't really fancy her but i dunno why i just love her new hair.
I find it very cute and fresh. I dunno why but it really attracts me.

OK i like shifting topics here and there so don't mind me.

I really like the line in Lady Gaga's Telephone MV where she and Beyonce said ..
"Trust is like a broken mirror, it can be fixed but you can still see the mother fucking cracks in the reflection"

Brilliant line.
Actually, even a scratch on the mirror matters. You may not notice the scratch most of the time but sometimes when you look carefully, you see it.
You left a scratch on my mirror. I know it sounds cheesy but wtv :/.

& ooh ooh i can't wait for Toy Story 3 ! Here i comeeeee in June ! Still remember the song "you got a friend in me"? Nostalgia sial.
And i actually mentioned abt my excitement of Toy Story 3 in June last year.
It's finally here! Omg time flies.

Last year's post about Toy Story 3. Just read it under the post that says beat it with MJ's pics. Omg wow 1 year alrdy since then. Time flies waay too fast.

I didn't mention this before but i love singers with rough, low, sexy voice.
Like Hinder & Nickelback. Superlove. Don't really fancy young voices :x.

Off to McD since my house also kinda anti-study place already with all the distractions.
(Distraction : TV, stupid visual box x( )

Short hair !
1.35PM

That rough, sexy voice ;).

2010-05-09T02:51:00.000-07:00

Wow even way back then during PMR, i don't fancy Sej already. LOL.

Anyways i got progress ! Managed to study Sejarah properly today!
I just need to give myself a lil' push (: .
But i fear that i'm gonna die for my 3 science subject, die lar aku.
Want A tapi orangnya malas pula :(.

Sorry i update berturut-turut cos i felt like it.
And i don't think i'll be here until after mid-term anyways. Unless got things i really wanna share.
I can't wait for June break ! After june break it'll be hell. Trials trials trials.

And not to mention CFN's coming :D. I have a feeling this year will be a good one (: .

I feel like skipping school and stay home man. School seriously like anti-study place only.
& why are teachers still teaching? Nak kejar syllabus i know la but hey we need to study la.
Plus no one will pay attention already since all busy pasal midyear.

& i think i found out that i hate reading. I prefer calculating, it runs the brain.

This is kinda stupid but this song's MV made me tear.
Go view it on MTV or something cos on Youtube cannot find.
Basically it's about a dad and a daughter.

I have a sudden craving for fried sotong today.

6.05PM

It's like everything went by like a dream.

2010-05-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

*Alarm rings*
"Wtf time to wake up alrdy?"
*Gets up with eyes still shut and hit the snooze button*
*Resume to sleep*
*Alarm rings again after like 10 mins*
Supposedly wake up after the alarm rings again but hit the "off alarm" button this time.
Then ta-daa :D! YOU'RE LATE.

Happens almost everyday to me. And i know to most of you.
And sleeping feels like heaven when you have to wake up early.
Why can't the school start at 8.30 or 9? Sheesh.

Cos right they make us wake up early then we feel sleepy in school thus we can't concentrate due to our sleepiness/tiredness and therefore all we want is to go home and sleep.
And when we go home, we go straight to bed then wakes up after a few hours.
BAD habit. & i do it EVERYDAY.

& this year is passing waaaay too fast.
It's like suddenly, "eh May already?!".
It seems like to me as we grow older time passes faster.
Maybe it's becos of the way we think and everything that changes. I really have no idea.

&& i had so much fun with 5Damai on friday ! I felt so happy the entire day until going back home i'm still in a good mood :D.

I.Have.To.Focus.

I seriously got problem these days.
I can't focus ! I can't study!
I tend to feel so tired and bored that i just give up.
Usually i can push myself but now idk why i just can't.
I'm just so.. LAZY. I keep telling myself i will regret it if i don't study but it's like i don't want to!
SHIT.
Mid-term wei i must get a grip ! Left only 1 more week wthell am i doing wei.

Focus Xingxing, focus!

It's because i'm human i know it's real, i know it all happened.
10.05PM.

Hey soul sister :D.

2010-05-01T07:23:00.000-07:00

OK i'm back after a week :D.

And this is gonna be a wordy post with no pictures.
& i actually clicked the "Add Image" icon up there bcos i was so used to putting images d ==. Then i realised "oh ya hor i got no pictures this time."

Read Reader's Digest recently and i found this quote that's rather interesting. OK i dunno why that sentence sound too formal already, lol. Anyways ..

Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things don't want, to impress people they don't like. - Will Rogers

It's true don't you think ? Especially the last line. A lot of people actually do things they don't actually like or want to do or buy things just to please others. I can't deny sometimes i'm like that too.
We're humans afterall and especially being a teenager, there's definitely a lot of peer pressure and all that around. So how can we not become victims of part of that quote ?

But heck we should all do things we like, things we love. Why trying so hard to please everyone? What do you get ? Respect? I think not.
If you're not comfortable with it, don't do it! Unless in certain situations which i can't think of any example right now.
I know someone who doesn't care about what ppl think at all and does whatever he likes whenever and he has affected me in many many ways (: .

Actually how do you really define being in a relationship, a true relationship ? Same like how love is indescribable and truly difficult to understand.
Sometimes you feel something but you don't know is it love? Or just a strong feeling of like? Then you go thinking, what IS love?
I actually just searched for the definition of love (i know wtf right? LOL) and there's 14 of them wtf ==.

Anyways about being in a relationship. I realised that being with a guy/girl is exactly the same as your friendship of you with your close friend. Minus the physical contact, depends what kinda relationship you're in also actually.
Like how Wen Hao asked me ytd about what's the difference of friendship and being in a relationship. & i answered directly "physical contact".
You do tell more personal stuff when in a relationship but isn't it the same like you telling your secrets to your closest friend?
I mean don't you tell all sorts of secrets to your close friend/s the same way you tell it to your partner?
So my conclusion is, being in a relationship IS the same like friendship of you with your bestfriend.

And i'm so glad it's settled between us. Now i realise how down i feel to lose an important friend. Reminds me of chewing gum.. LOL. & also the apology thing. Good times xD.

& ytd was hanging around(a.k.a ponteng) with Ai Lin, Siew Man & Xhee Kee in the library during the last two periods.

Gosh stupid picture made me search through bomba camp files and remind me of those memories TT.
I'm soooo glad i went to bomba camp, if not i got another thing to regret besides IR.
Anyway i got over the regrets of IR d.. i think :P.

So yeah back to being with them in the library. Was pretty fun we just berbual kosong and i annoyed Ai Lin & Siew Man with this song ..

This song is like seriously stuck in my head. & i don't even know the lyrics when it's already stuck in my head :P.

All i know is hey soul sister then blablabla d. I only know 3 words of the song =.=.

Cause you're worth it.
(OK this sounds like Olay's line ish spoiler giler)

Babi hungry now stomach dying d. & i got to smack myself some time d cos i'm still not studying.

11.22PM
OMG i swear i'm damn lucky with time lor.

Regrets.

2010-04-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

OK this is gonna be a really stupid post. Like really.

I regretted not going to Leo IR.
Like super regret. Fck man.
I knew it i was gonna regret it few days before IR d. Why i didn't just walk in? I also dunno.
Maybe cos there wasn't enough time for dress & heels d.
And fck most of you look damn nice and hot and i didn't get to see it TT.
This is the one thing i regret a lot, seriously although it's just an event.

I know this post is damn dumb =.=.
But wtv, just expressing my regrets :(.

6.35PM

Love's suicide.

2010-04-24T08:44:00.001-07:00

Lesson learnt : Never look at a situation from one side only, see it from the other person's side too.

Been a pretty regular week.
But every week's different no matter what. Every DAY's different.

I dread ppl telling me on Monday about how great Leo's IR is cos yes i'm not going :(.
The answer i've been using this whole week : "No money/Don't wanna waste money".
I've been attending IU since F2 FYI.
And have been enjoying myself pretty much every year.
But i have this feeling that this year's Leo IR will be damn awesome lor TT.
Dahla the theme so cantik. I really really love the Leo IR theme, seriously. Genius idea.
You either dress sweet & innocent or HOT ! Mmg genius wei.

Was typing "pillow" in Google cos i was thinking of heading to bed already cos right now i'm typing with half my brain functioning only. And half my eyes open.

And this is what i found.

iPod Pillow !

Ppl these days mmg ntg better to do, tsk tsk. But cute lar :P.

Stupid maggi goreng from canteen cause Ai Lin & I to have bad stomach aches TT.

& school today was utterly pointless. My brain whole day lag/empty and my mind blank most of the time. All for the sijil >:(.

Yeah, pretty random post, just expressing wtv i'm thinking. BTW i'm damn inlove with the song that is used as my blog title. One of those songs which i really love.

Another song i really love -

12.08AM

Things change.

2010-04-19T08:01:00.000-07:00

2 yrs ♥.

Okay sorry wanted to update ytd but connection like crap so i gave up.
So here i am :D.

Anyways, suppose to talk bout Sports Day.
Was great, like form 3's. Joined perbarisan and to be honest, i sorta enjoyed it.
Except for that long speech that guy gave though, we were sweating and had to wait for him to finish.
Cheer from yellow was good ! They even won :D. Red wasn't bad too though.

"Don't shake your leg laa!" :P.

After hari sukan. Long time tak makan already.

Can say i don't really enjoy pizzas la. Only sometimes i feel like it.

& school is utterly pointless. Cos i can never focus in school and school makes me tired.

11.18PM

He loved her regardless.

2010-04-11T07:43:00.000-07:00

Okay sorry lah i've been damn lazy. Now i have the blogging mood again so here i am :D.

Firstly ..

Nowadays aku suka pin-up my fringe.

My fringe is growing to a point where it's really irritating. To be honest i really hate hair in my face.
I secretly wish i can be bald sometimes :/. I know la damn weird right?
But sadly hair is essential for girls, sigh.
& i just realised i always get pimple at places like that on my face.

Example of picture from form3 (2 years ago) ..

It's different side but see what i mean ?

My face byk pimples, mmg tak boleh tolong already, sigh.

& i think i'm really addicted to stripes these days.

The pink & white striped pencil box i mentioned in the post b4 this :D.

Stupid Boon said it's lala >:(.
"So chio!" - Vanessa (♥ you)

But anyway i love it la :D. First time use small pencil box, i usually use medium-sized ones.

Am panicking these days about mid-term. I try filling my free time with studying and not PS2-ing or watching TV TT.

& i have this problem where i love reading before i sleep.
The thing is i will read until like almost 1 hour so i eventually end up sleeping late and not enough sleep :(.

Current book borrowed from Qistina.

I very itchy want chic lits ish. Dunno why i like also.
The kind of books i really don't like is the fantasy kind, i also dunno why. I prefer more realistic ones.

BTW..

Something from the Science Exhibition :D..

Before. (focus on the piece of paper)

After ! (blowed with hair-dryer)

Cool eh? When it cools down it'll turn sort of colourless as seen in the "before" picture.
When heated it turns blue.

&& i actually joined tarik tali. Hilarious la rumah kuning all damn small.
And we managed to pull k eventhough we lost.
The experience was great, my first time k (: .

Okay i admit i used to tell ppl i dislike Justin Bieber and say he's gay and all but this video really attracted me and make me start to like the song :/

11.10PM

Pink & White.

2010-04-04T04:42:00.000-07:00

This may sound nerdy but i'm dreading SPM almost everyday now.
I'm like "shit wei when am i gonna like study for my mid-term? I'm too lazy right now.. or the next few days.."
Forcing myself to study is not that hard really, cos when i managed to force already, i won't stop so it's okay. But its how to start is the problem.. I think i'm bullshitting.

I love my new pencil box. Okay random. It's striped btw :D.

Idk why but i love typing all words these days.

I finally understand ppl who always type in words only.

Off to makan BKT.

PS : I'm playing Spyro on PS2, lol.

[Edit]

Know what? It doesn't matter.

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

Sometimes little things hurts real bad,

10.26PM

Ancient Egypt.

2010-03-28T08:09:00.000-07:00

OK i've decided not to upload any pictures of IU today here bcos my photography skills certainly suck as can be seen at the 2 pictures above.
So i don't wanna torture you guys with super bad lousy pictures.

But all pics of my with ppl are in facebook, i'm not gonna post up here.

Just wanna share about what i think of this year's interact IU.

It was overall awesome though i was hoping for Krispy Kreme donut but only got voucher :(.
And i just found out that when i'm starstrucked, i smile and blush.
Overall performances were great, the surprise was definitely pole dancing performance.
& Caprice, ah :).
Dancefloor was disappointing though.
Sorry this post is boring but i think i don't have much to say since everyone else will be talking bout the same thing. So yeah :).

Dreading to go to school tomorrow TT.

PS : Mission succeed, woohoo Ai Lin!

11.31PM

Almost Alice.

2010-03-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

Alright i haven't been online for a few days cos as i've said b4, i don't see the point.
But i think i just had to blog so i'm here. & check FB too.

Last Tuesday.

Had an outing with them + Dhivagar.

Was pretty sad though we walked seperately, Vanessa & I, Dhiv, YX & Ywern.
Promise next outing won't do this again, guys.

Yeewern (White), Vanessa (Gold) & Me (Black).

Bought a bag with Vanessa & you can see it in this post if you keep reading. It's a blue & white striped bag. Super love!

After that, Dhiv, Ywern & I took the bus to USJ2 then we went to Bliss cafe as Dhivagar left, me and Ywern ate.

Me half-boiled eggs :D.

Saturday : Laura's Birthday.

Birthday girl (: .

My dress code on that day was red.

Bows are love !

Wanted to buy it on Tuesday but forgot so got it on Saturday :D. Summore it was the last red one, others were black.
Black hairbands with black hair? No-no.

Beloved Prebet !

I was supposed to look like i'm kissing him but they didn't tell me i wasn't kissing his face so like this la >:(.
BTW that's a peek at my striped bag !

Groupie ! Sadly Vanessa kena block :(.

Another groupie (: .

Anyway, watched Alice in Wonderland. Luckily got the tickets if not i'll be damn pissed cos i really wanted to watch this movie.

Great movie with awesome graphics.

It's starting to annoy me in a good way that Johnny Depp never gets his girl.
Just like in Edward Scissorhands, he never got his girl.
Although it's not clear whether he did love Alice romantically or not but still !

I love this movie.

I don't know why somehow it touched me.
And it's incredibly annoying how they can't be together but the ending was a perfect one, if they were together then it won't have an impact on ppl who watches it.
Okay this is another movie besides Titanic that i really love. Yeah i'm really a sucker for Titanic, i admit.

And something else really annoying is that school's tomorrow.
I so SO wish it's holiday EVERDAY.
I don't even mind walking around my house aimlessly.
When i think about school i think about SPM.
& that sucks.

I'm only looking forward to going to school bcos of one little thing

Le new bottelle.

9.51PM

Bomba Camp day 1.

2010-03-16T08:26:00.000-07:00

ALL pictures credits to Parvin !

Bomba camp was a great great experience, seriously.
I only showered when i NEED to, not want to. & the shower place was really small, like you can't even swing your hands 'cos it'll hit the wall. Basically it's enough to fit 1 person.
But i don't complain bout the showers, i'm pretty happy with it.
& i actually didn't mind showering in cold water for 3 days cos when you're in a situation where you're really tired, sticky & sweaty, you wouldn't mind either.
And i'm a person who showers in warm water since i was young.

Alright stop the talking first and go with pictures ..

Before the arrival of the bus !

After about 9plus ..

Arrived at El-Azzhar camp @ Morib, Selangor.

After seeing our dorms, commenting about it, unpacking, went to our "dewan" at the camp.

Along the way.

Taklimat @ dewan.

After that we learnt about basic bomba stuff. Then they split us in 4 groups, Merah, Biru, Kuning & Hijau. I was in Kuning. & i'm also rumah kuning in school, coincidence. Yee Wern & Ailin was my group too :D.
Then we kawad kaki, what's a unit beruniform camp without kawad right?
After that, we learnt tying knots.

Learning.

Then it was lunch time. I tell you i absolutely love the meal times at this camp.
It's like they know how to satisfy my stomach.
They feed breakfast twice, lunch, tea time then dinner.
Tell me which camp feed you so many meals per day? And all the meals the food is DIFFERENT.
Many meals + variety? Can't find anywhere okay! And and the food is quite nice in my opinion.
If my stomach was a person they definitely succeed in chasing it :P.

Then it was back to dorm for freshing up.

Lari outside of camp area for a little time in the park nearby!

Classic jump :D.

After that, learnt safety first. Then kawad once again.
Then it was lunch, my stomach's happy time :P.
Then initiative games : Pop the balloon, bowling, anaconda, don't pop the balloon?.
I was damn sesat with James during pop the balloon, paiseh ==.
& Anaconda Kuning got second :D !
Then was resting time, where we all FINALLY showered.
After 10 hours of packed activities that made us sweat like crap only we showered.
See what i mean by when we NEED to ?

After shower. Surf pants parter, lol.

BTW that's a lil peek at our dorm. You can see more in the next post.

So day 1 ended with us making a lot of noise in the dorm which probably annoyed the others :/.
Had a goodnight sleep with the aircond blowing directly on my legs with only thin blanket to cover it. But i'm happy bout that 1st night of sleep cos on the second night, the worst thing that can happen while you're sleeping happened.

Read next to find out.

Muzic wafer cubes!

11.58PM

Bomba Camp day 2.

2010-03-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

ALL pictures credits to Parvin !

Day 2 begin as Xhee Kee's annoying loud alarm rang twice. I wanted to scold "whose alarm pls like turn it off?!" okay >:(. Then only i found out later that it's Xhee Kee's >:(.
Suppose to have morning exercise but they decided to cancel it due to our tiredness from ytd's survivor.
So yeah, after waking up was breakfast ! Hot tea(L). & they served TWO types of tea you know, where got school camps like this one you tell me ! (L)

After kawad ..

Extinguishing the fire !

Super cool leh but only 2 ppl from each team get to try but in the end Qalilah, James & me request to just spray for fun and we did :D. Damn syok!

Guess what?

The camp place has geese !

Cute ! And they make funny noises, a bit like duck.

After that aku pegi mandi.

Me drying hair behind !

Sunburnt effect. Click to enlarge.

Everyone said i kena sunburn paling teruk.

After that was makan time again !

Then practice for night's group performance. Every group is required to perform anything they like for Creative group night performance.

Love my group, the practise time was fun, a lot of random and spontaneous things came up, super love it!

Then we were all suppose to go to the beach but apparently the water rose up.
So plan changed, played futsal at the field in our camp area.

Both pictures credits to Syamil.

Yee Wern, Me & Ai Lin outside walking to the mamak.

We decided to take a look at the mamak which everyone was talking about which is nearby the camp area.
So we decided to take a look. Manatau i saw 2 abandoned houses but both has car parked in the driveway then Ai Lin started screaming =.=.
So we all ran like small girls ==.

Back to the dorm :D.

Band shirt gang !

I actually tertype BOMBA shirt you know Ai Lin ==. Thanks to you, ish!
We didn't plan this, so ngam we all mmg got pack bomba shirt in our luggage then someone said "eh i brought also!" then "me too!" "omg" "Let's all wear then!" "OK!".

Legs.

Group performance night!

My group ! Go Kuning !

It was fun, we mixed up kawad with bad romance, shut up, apologize, pump it & survivor.
Awesome ! Loved the bad romance part. & also Ke Wei's part xD.

Picture with the ppl who were in charge of us and our activities !

The left one was really friendly and nice :).

Supposed to be team Kuning only, kena spoil by a few ppl >:(.

There, kumpulan Kuning :D.

We rock !

Night, after back from mamak which has business this few days because of seafieldians' arrival.

Jihan ! Kuning buddy (: .

Jiveetha !

Talked to her a bit at this camp, she's really easy to talk to (: .

A visit to the guy's dorm.

Damn formal la. James so straight, lol.

Card session @ girl's dorm.

The night ended after a few card games consisting of me, Parvin, Siew Man, iQan & James.
It was damn funny, Parvin keep losing in every card game till we laughed like shit.

Then i went to sleep at 2AMplus.
Then worst bloody stupid shitass effing thing happened.
THE ELECTRICITY WENT OFF.
You know how bloody annoying it is when you're nicely sleeping at night and suddenly the electricity went off?
You'll start sweating, mosquitoes starts coming near your ear then you'll hear that stupid ass buzzing sound.

I was blur at first, i woke up due to the hotness and saw XK and SM beside me. Then they mentioned there was no electric then my mind went like "WTF?".
Then after a while everyone went out of the dorm due to the hotness & mosquitoes but erm someone was still inside, no comment.

Ai Lin, Me, Ywern & Parvin sat at a really cold bench in front of the guy's dorm and voila Scott finally came out of the dorm at 5AM plus.
We all quickly rushed to him & asked him if we could sleep in the guy's dorm and so yeah we went in and slept.
I tell you it was so damn satisfying and syok getting some sleep there.
Damn song. Ywern and Parvin was gone when i woke up so i woke Ai Lin up and we went out to brush our teeth and all that.

With that we enter the 3rd day at the next post.

12.37AM

Bomba Camp day 3

2010-03-16T08:08:00.001-07:00

ALL pictures credits to Parvin !

After brushing teeth and all, ate bfast then went for out Obstacle Course and also Flying Fox !
It was the highlight of the day for everyone, all super excited!

Nicholas Koh :D.

First person to take on the obstacle course.

After waiting, eating then waiting again, was team Kuning's turn.

Me :D.

First obstacle.

I tell you this thing looks like nothing but it's killer man, especially for weak girls like me.

I had a hard time on it.

Was panicking and worried up there.

Got through it after some time, yay !

This stupid eyeliner woman damn fast you know ! >:(

Eyeliner woman & I prepared to fly down for flying fox :D.

Was extremely fun ! I screamed all the way down, the feeling damn syiok.

Then it was eating time again (L).
Then they announced the winner:

Merah
Hijau
Kuning
Biru

My team wasn't first but it's ok i loved hanging out with you all, you guys are all great !

After shower, packing and ready to leave, everyone was all tired, we all just sat down and had little talks while waiting for the bus.

In the bus i KO straight with SM. Both sleep straight away, cannot tahan.

Everyone was feeling pretty sad when we arrived. We all missed the camp.
The camp was damn damn fun, not the kinda camp ppl come back complaining about.

The camp feels like a 2nd home, we all were so familiar with that place we walk around like it's our home.

Miss it.

I'm glad i went to this Bomba camp, the memories were awesome.

PS : I slept 16 hours after coming back from Bomba Camp.

12.50AM

Camp.

2010-03-12T07:22:00.000-08:00

I'm off to Bomba camp tmr !
I was super excited about it this week. Yes i'm like a little girl.

Apparently i bought more food for the camp, chipsmore, cheese biscuits and biscuit cubes :D.
Nearly finished packing already !

Now gotta go download more songs to listen to in the bus.

Will be back on Monday but most probably too busy to update so i'll see 1st.

Oh oh Happy Holidays people :D. I'm in a reaaaally good mood :D.

Excited !
11.29PM

PS : Too cute !

Short one.

2010-03-06T21:14:00.000-08:00

All the movies i just bought for my holidays :D.
Now i can ensure that i won't be bored in the upcoming holidays (: .

I already bought stuff for my camp :P.

Just these 2.

Rest of the things all from home.

Anyways needa run off d, lunch time.

You and I Both - Jason Mraz.

1.26PM

'Cause you and i both loved.

2010-03-04T07:18:00.000-08:00

Gotta say, i'm lovin' 5D.
(I know my hair is damn funny here & now you're gonna click to enlarge to see it ==)

To be honest for 5 years in my secondary life this class is the 1 i enjoy being in the most.
:D

Anyways everyone knows its the last day of exam for Seafieldians :D.
Physics today was damn easy. 1st time.
But i did a lot of silly mistakes, oh well.

Shit i cannot remember what i wanted to say already. It was all in my head just now.
Damn it.

Oh oh. I wanted to talk about American Idol.

Shit. I just wanted to search of a picture of him to tell you guys how much i think he's cute but damn now he's hot too :O. Damn. The ideal surfer guy TT. Doesn't matter if he's not blonde :P.
(Vanessa knows what i'm talking about :P)

Yeah, he's Tim Urban and he actually sucked last week with apologize by one republic and Joe Munoz didn't deserve to be sent home, Tim should've been the one.
But nevertheless, Tim is damn cute.
And he improved this week :D.
Damn, Tim Urban (L).

*Thinking of replacing Private with Tim* Disloyal, LOL.

Anyways, i can't wait for Bomba Campppppp!
Super excited!
Cos there's currently no highlights in my life except upcoming bomba camp, holidays and IU.
But since bomba camp is 1st in line, so i'm most excited about it!
Hello leeches :D.

Hungry :(.
Feel like buying a lot of clothes. Itchy d.
And a pair of heels too, i seriously lack of heels like kaokao.
Clothes clothes clothes.

Omg i just realised i abandoned my wedges. Totally forgot about it :(.

Something about me you didn't know : I like shopping alone, seriously.

Feels like no school tomorrow,
11.45PM

Prebet.

2010-02-21T05:24:00.000-08:00

Picture from steamboat on Friday @ Ai Lin's place.

Thanks Ai Lin for cleaning everything we were such mean friends right? :P
& i actually went there with no money at all and came back with RM1 from gambling :P.
Too bad gotta go already if not can gamble more >:).

Anyways i'm dreading tomorrow. Stupid school. I don't wanna go damn it.
Have to wake up early, feel tired in school, sleep in the afternoon, tuition at night. And the next day ? Repeat everything all over again wee fun isn't it? =.=
Shit la pls be over wei form5 i'm sick of it already although it's only entering the 3rd month.
Yes it's my last year i shouldn't be saying this and i will definitely miss this year but right now i just hate it.
I know a lot of you feel the same.

Let's ignore that. I got a new loooove !

Private from Madagascar !

The dumbdumb fat penguin from Madagascar :D. As i've said, fat animals are cute !
And earlier i tot his name was Prebet you know =.=.
Then my dad & bro told me Prebet is BM for Private.
Then i felt so dumb =.=.
But in my opinion Prebet sounds cuter :P.

How could you not love penguins of Madagascar?

Okay this is dumb but bye Min-ho, hi Private ! :D (i know, wth right?)

Today was a Fairytale - Taylor Swift.

Omgihateschool,
9.35PM

It's a quarter after one,

2010-02-19T07:31:00.000-08:00

Alright i'm finally here with a proper post okay ? No longer dead blog.
Was dead for a while but here i am (: .

Trying clothes for CNY.

Valentine's. Thanks to all ! (L)

Sorry Bryan (x1000000) :(.

Chinese New Year.

Clothes for Day 2. Yes black wtf.

At aunt's.

Eh not bad right my 2megapixel camera phone can take that pretty nice picture :P.

Overall CNY was pretty fine.
Eh.. nothing else to say about it.

Pyramid yesterday :

Love cute earrings !

Brand new handbag after dunno how many million years !

*Throws white one*

I know some of you might not like that bag but i love it !
And i was choosing between this and another 1 i tell you it was so hard TT.
I keep saying "eh should take this or this ? This nicer right? But when i see this 1 i feel like taking it la. But i think this nicer la" and it went on for pretty long.
& the worker that was so nice i feel so guilty TT. Btw that bag is from Voir (: .
Thanks someone, you know who you are (L).

Pyramid was fun & exhausting. Came back around 9.30.
&& watched Valentine's Day !

I gotta say i have a thing for Ashton Kutcher in this movie.

Overall about 6.5/10. Cos it's actually quite boring.
& Taylor Swift's character was kinda annoying, lol.

Current addiction.

11.55PM
(See i tell you i'm getting nice numbers lately)

What if our love never went away.

2010-02-15T22:16:00.000-08:00

"Yeah she hardly update one la until ppl also lazy wanna view her blog alrdy."

I used to say that.
And now I'm one of them.

Becareful of saying something about someone else that you haven't gone through before.
Or to shorten it, becareful of what you speak.

PS : Hammie park !

2.22PM
(Am getting nice time numbers lately :D)

Pigs love mud.

2010-01-31T07:05:00.000-08:00

Super random title.

Okay just err informing that i'm too lazy to even online actually.
I'm actually online now due to Moral, yes very nerdy but wtv.
So i guess this webpage will be dead for a while?
It just suddenly hit me that going online is totally utterly pointless and a total waste of time.
I'd rather do more productive things at home, even if it's washing my school shoes. I'd rather do that than going online.

Okay maybe this is just a phase, idk.
I hate school. Just for one main reason : waking up early.

11.11PM
(cantiknya)

1407.

2010-01-22T07:55:00.001-08:00

I'm 1407 this year, not lucky like last year, when i was ..

OK yes i know my face AND pose is super retarded.

Hope my muscle cramps are all healed by now.

I find it so stupid that there's school tomorrow after merentas desa, like whatthehell ?
OK wtv we don't have to jalankan PNP anyway so don't care.

I'll see if anything interesting happens, then i'll write more (: .

Till then, x.

PS : Hope mingyeaw keep it as a secret :/.

12.02AM

[Edit]

I'm back :D. Btw today's Sunday actually.
Was too tired to even bother to online yesterday.
Merentas Desa was.. not too bad. Didn't manage to get even top 40 this year :(.
But it was yet another experience for my last year in school.
I went merentas desa for 5 years straight okay (: .

Apparently this year we sit in the hall to watch them announce all the top 15s.
Congrats to all who got and especially to Siew Man (: .
I dread going back to school, so tiring.

I finally have a new year's resolution:
Exercise more !

Only picture taken yesterday. With Farina babe (: .

It feels weird being 17. Well not really 17 yet but yeah you know what i mean.
Like how when i was younger, random ppl ask me to introduce then i go like "i'm 15".
But now it's like, "i'm 17" then i start thinking, wow.

Something i realised after all these years, being yourself is the best.

12.10PM

1st year of the 2nd decade of the 3rd millenium.

2010-01-16T19:49:00.000-08:00

Okay so 2nd week of school is now my past. It feels like a really typical school week.
It's fun, boring, tiring, and everything mixed up. Sounds like a really typical week eh?

But this week Vanessa & I keep laughing like crazy in the bus over dumb things -.-. Quite nice though, you don't really get to laugh like crazy over something often. Laugh as in REAL laughter, if you get me (until stomachache plus teary eyed but still couldn't stop).

Okay so last week Sunday i went to KLCC for the 3rd time (i think) in my life.
Funny huh Malaysian but go there less than some foreigners.
I discovered there's 1 whole floor that sells ONLY branded stuff.

Anyway, my sis wanted to go Petrosains badly so i was dragged along (actually i sendiri kinda wanted to also cos i the last time/first time i went there was during std4 (10 yrs old). And now is like 7 years after that.
There certainly was changes there.

My sis is officially a bad photographer xD.

Meet Me, Myself and I :D.

Overall the Petrosains trip was not bad, can kill 2 hours 30mins there if you're bored in KLCC.
Plus the price is actually quite cheap, i thought it would be expensive.
It's RM7 only for adult if i'm not mistaken.
So, bored in KLCC ? Head to Petrosains to kill time, if you're a little childish (like me) you'll kinda enjoy it.

BTW, ever heard of this girl called Xingxing ?

The one that featured on 2010's calender, you know?

LOL just kidding la. I received this calender from Vanessa & Ai Lin as my 2009's b'day present.

I was kinda shocked cos i didn't know nowadays can do like this.
Gives me self-satisfaction, like i'm famous wtf. But famous to myself only =.=.
Anyway, thanks you both ! Love you guys !

"Eh this month's Galaxie got ***-**'s picture you know !"
"OMG REALLY?! I musttttt buy !"

Bcos of Lady Gaga ?

NOOO.

Bcos of him ! AAAAAH ! ♥

Oh yes :P.

Besides that, it also has my former love.

AAR ! Or rather, Tysonnnn !

Okay i admit i still like him :P.

Thanks lesbo for the mousepad ! Currently using it now :P.

Jogging for merentas desa ! I no sports shoe wtf. Use school shoe, lagi wtf.

Current highlight of life : only merentas desa =.=.

To take a risk, or not to take a risk ?
I don't even believe in my own lines in the header, wth.

12.26PM

1st week.

2010-01-08T07:05:00.001-08:00

Alright, 1st week of school is like finally over.
One word : Tiring !
Back to my old cycle, come home eat and sleep. Then wake up tuition then sleep.

Apparently, no more fried chicken.
New caterer in school which the ex form5s don't get to enjoy ;D.
WAAAY more variety of food now compared to before, and they are more clean & organised.
We even have back our metal spoons & forks like finally.

I still don't know if i like the idea of being in a new class, it's like a in between thing.
Though i like most of the teachers i got.
And for the first time i'm not in the noisiest class in the entire form, at least for now.
Since form1 up to 4 i've been in the class where all the teachers despise us.

Flashing back form 4 i realised i never thought of tuition.
Tuition was actually pretty fun. It's not really the friends, it's actually the teachers.
The teachers there are fun that you'll never complain it's so boring. I will definitely miss this after this year.

The worst thing about this week is i thought i can finally rest after a long-ish week but no tomorrow ada AGM Unit Beruniform pada 8 pagi wtf.
Oh well at least better than waking up at 5.45AM.

PS : Omg damn cuuuuuute !

11.17PM

Schoolschoolschool.

2010-01-03T03:12:00.000-08:00

Just here for a last post b4 school starts :(.

Though i have to admit i miss the school's fried chicken ..
It's unhealthy but who cares :D.

I think what i hate most of going back to school is waking up early, 11th period & tuition.
I suddenly really hate tuition, idk why.

Anyways see all of you tomorrow TT.

PS : Tomorrow i must eat the school's fried chicken i don't care !

I'm hungry :(,
7.17PM

New skin.

2010-01-02T03:38:00.000-08:00

Just edited this whole new skin i got :D.
~~Actually there was a header, but i didn't like the words and didn't know what to type in so i just backspaced the whole thing.~~
Added the header back again, changed the original lines though (: .
School's near :(.
Back to school bag, uniform, school shoes, noisy classrooms, climbing up to the highest floor, tying hair, waking up early, 11th period, school food and all that.

1st January, 2010.

2010-01-01T01:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !

Hope 2010 will be a great year. Not better, but great. As i've said in FB.
SPM year, damn x_x.
I got into 5D btw. & Yee Wern was brought along with me :D.
Sadly my lesbo is put into 5B, so we can't gossip and all that a lot already :(.
So hm, new year, must have new year resolutions eh? I haven't thought of any yet honestly.

Anyways, this post is supposed to be about yesterday, celebrating new year at Pyramid.

@Kimgary.

Pok, Vanessa & I went to Pyramid close to 12PM. Can you imagine? We were in pyramid from 12PM-1AM plus.
13hours you know =.=.

Vanessa wore really stylish-ly yesterday :D.

& hmm what we did in Pyramid for so long ?

Kimgary for about 1 hour.
Walked around to hair saloon, eyewear shop, kitschen, all sorts of random stores.
Saw Garrick and said hi, was a bit awkward as didn't met for long.
Wanted coffee badly, so went to Oldtown kopitiam and stoned for 1 hour 30mins until ..

She arrived ! (:

& she kept asking me "got anything ****** ah?" as i predicted >:(.
BTW she got byk "twins" yesterday :P.

Dinner.

@Popeye's.

Was quite nice but halfway eating the 2nd chicken, was suddenly sick of it.
& the biscuit/bread/scone tastes weird. It's like buttery and salty taste outside, but taste like banana cake inside =.=.

Bumped into this fella who wouldn't stop talking about his special someone =.=.

Then Pok, Vanessa, MT & I headed to the eyewear shop as Vanessa had finally decided to buy her contacts.

She took 1 hour to finally put both contacts into her eyes, as it was her first time.

Thanks to a "someone" who helped her :P.
"Looks rough but very gentle" said Vanessa. *cough*

Then finally we met up with Soo Li, Esther & Xhee Kee to wait for the countdown :D.

Crowd in Pyramid during 11.30 plus.

Crowd waiting for fireworks.

Fail shot.

Voila :D.

Ending was nice, as usual. But this year's fireworks lasted for 5 minutes only.
Last year's was longer, i think.
Anyway everyone screamed in excitement and i did too :D.

After that, ppl start spraying snow cans around.
We all headed to the mamak outside of Pyramid and i kena sprayed the most =.=.
"Wear bareback sure kena one i tell you!" -Pok
Well, he's right =.=.
Gotta admit though, it was pretty fun.

I just know it, in a blink of an eye, it'll be the first day of school.
It's just 3 days away anyway.
Oh school T_______T. I wish there's holidays forever even if i have to stone most of the time TT.

6.09PM

Two O' One O'.

2009-12-30T09:57:00.000-08:00

1st photo ever taken in 2009.

Lets all hope 2010 will be a meaningful year, despite good or bad.